Friday, October 29, 2004

   ...
life is unfair. it sucks and sometimes i think the best thing to do is just stop living...but unfortunately, we cant do that, tempting though it may sound. we have to keep fighting every day. keep our heads up. i really dont want to talk about how shitty i feel today, so ill just hook it up with the usual..

Yeah, uhh
They say money can't buy you love
They say money can't buy you love
They never seem to listen
I'm all ears

Just copped your girl a brand new Rolex
But you can never find the time to spend at home
Thinkin' it's gon' keep her happy
When time is all she wanted all along

[Chorus]
It's the simple things in life we forget
You hear her talkin' but don't hear what she said
Why do you make something so easy so complicated
Searching for what's right in front of your face
But you can't see it

So you think that you know what's important
Steady chasin' your fame and your fortune
But you don't know
You're chasing a dime losin' a treasure
Those dollars don't make sense to me at all
Ooh, it goes

Duh da duh da
You give her spending money
Duh da duh da
But all she wanna spend is time alone (tonight)
Keep givin' her
The finer things but
But she don't really need that
If you don't stop you're
You're gonna end up alone (alone)
The world without love (duh duh da duh da)
Why would you do it

[Chorus x2]
It's the simple things in life we forget
You hear her talkin' but don't hear what she said
Why do you make something so easy so complicated
Searching for what's right in front of your face
But you can't see it

It's the simple things in life we forget
You hear her talkin' but don't hear what she said
Why do you make something so easy so complicated
Searching for what's right in front of your face
But you can't see it (listen)

Stop tryna buy her love
'cuz you won't ever have enough
There's always someone with more than you
You need to pay her attention
Give her what she needs
Do the simple things
Before you lose your girl to me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeeah
Yeeeah yeah
Play on playa
Yeah
Your girl comin' wit' me shorty, haha
I'm tellin' you man
'cuz u know

[Chorus]
It's the simple things in life we forget
You hear her talkin' but don't hear what she said
Why do you make something so easy so complicated
Searching for what's right in front of your face
But you can't see it

You better look out
I hear you talkin', i hear you talkin' (ha)
But what are you saying
Oh hoo oh hooo
Don't be a fool
You got a good thing
Man are you blind
Stupid or crazy?
You got a good thing (uh)
You got a good thing
If that's your lady
You better hold on
And give her what she want
Before she move on
Man I tell you cars, clothes, and fancy things don't mean a damn thing
If you ain't kickin it baby

[Chorus]
It's the simple things in life we forget
You hear her talkin' but don't hear what she said
Why do you make something so easy so complicated
Searching for whats right in front of your face
But you can't see it

[Fade]
Don't let this be the thing you'll always regret, no
It's right there, it's right there

""
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

   life....
all right...we are one game away from either the play offs or the end of the season. if we tie tomorrow against the private school we are playing, we are in the playoffs, but if we dont, then it is our last game. sad moment, but also one full of suspense. other than that, nothing much else to talk about. soccer has kind of become my life. i went to new york today. it was my first time in China Town and i took a picture. as soon as i develope these pics...todays music...i think ill make it a little more difficult. ive been cutting you guys too much slack lately...

Bring it over here and let's go back
Way back
Ooh...
Way back, yeah

I met him when I was a
Little girl, he gave me
He gave me poetry
And he was my first

But in my heart I knew I
Wasn't the only one
'Cause when the tables turned
He had to break up

Whenever I got lonely
Or needed some advice
He gave me his shoulder
His words were very nice

But that is all behind me
'Cause now there is no other
My love is his and his is mine
A friend became the

Love of my life
You are my friend
Love of my life
I can depend
Love of my life
Without you, baby
It feels like a simple true love

Hope this s*** ain't clear

A freak-freak, y'all, and ya don't stop
To the beat y'all and ya don't stop
A freak-freak

Or could it be that it was
All just so simple then
A teenage lover who said
He's just a friend

He moved around and we kept
In touch through his friend Mike
The world was young and he knew
We couldn't rush but

Whenever I got lonely
Or needed some advice
He gave me his shoulder
His words were very nice

But that is all behind me
'Cause now there is no other
My love is his and his is mine
A friend became the

Love of my life
You are my friend
Love of my life
A dude I can depend, yeah, yeah
Love of my life
Feels like a simple true love, yeah

Hope this s*** ain't clear

Y'all know how I met her
We broke up and got back together
To get her back I had to sweat her
Thought she roll with bad boys forever in many ways
Them boys may be better, to I had to let her (Never)
She needed cheddar and I understood that
Lookin' for cheese, that don't make her a hood rat (Rat)
In fact she's a queen to me, her light beams on me
I love it when she sings to me
It's like that now

Love of my life
Boy, you know you rock my world and
Love of my life
You be boy and I'll be girl and
Love of my life
We don't stop until the break of dawn, ooh...

Love of my life
Boy, you know you rock my world and
Love of my life
You be boy and I'll be girl and
Love of my life
Yeah...


""


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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

   nice job guys!
hey guys, not much to talk about. i wish i had something to catch you guys up on...we have a game on thursday, so wish us luck please...i was thinking about running for homecoming, but i changed my mind. i guess it just wasnt for me. but how are you all doing?

hey thats a first! everyone guessed correctly! im proud of my pals here, they know their music. lets see about todays...i chose this song to switch it up a little. i have to admit that i do love this song...

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

""
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Saturday, October 16, 2004

   life as we live it.
my team lost yesterday...1-0. our goalie slipped on the wet grass and bam, the other team scored! i was heated for a minute, but im aight now. we still have three games left, so i think we can make it to the playoffs. the pressure is really on now though...other than that, good news. my bf is coming sometime this week and staying for a couple of weeks. he wont tell me the specifics, he wants to catch me off guard...lol. they switched our schedules at school, so now we have all kinds of stuff. i have three math classes and two sciences...awkward, yet interesting. other than that, all electives baby..yeah! ok. now, about the poem, my friend Alexavier was right. It was "Phenomenal Woman" by Maya Angelou. i think that poem is amazing. anyway, congrats ANT, ya know your stuff....or at least you did the other day lol. today we'll go with something a little easier i think...

[Intro]
One two three uh!

My baby don't mess around
Because she loves me so
And this I know for shooo..
Uh, But does she really wanna
But can't stand to see me
Walk out the dooor..
Don't try to fight the feelin'
Because the thought alone is killing me right nooww..
Uh, thank god for mom and dad
For sticking two together
'Cause we don't know hooowww...
UH!

[Chorus:]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa..
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa..

You think you've got it
Ohh, you think you've got it
But got it just don't get it
Till' there's nothing at
AaaaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaallllll..
We get together
Ohh, we get together
But seperate's always better when there's feelings
InvooooooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOooooooOOOOOlved
If what they say is "Nothing is forever"
Then what makes, Then what makes, Then what makes
Then what makes, Then what makes LOOVVEEE?
(Love exception) So why you, why you
Why you, why you, why you are we so in denial
When we know we're not happy heeeerrreeee...
Y'all don't want me here you just wanna dance

[Chorus]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (Don't want to meet your daddy, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just want you in my Caddy OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH, don't want to meet yo' mama OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just wan't to make you cumma OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (I'm, OHH OH I'm, OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (I'm just being honest OHH OH, I'm just being honest)

Hey, alright now
Alright now fellas, (YEAH!)
Now what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) I can't hear ya'
I say what's cooler than bein' cool?
(ICE COLD!) whooo...
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, Ok now ladies, (YEAH!)
And we gon' break this thing down in just a few seconds
Now don't have me break this thang down for nothin'
Now I wanna see y'all on y'all baddest behavior
Lend me some suga', I am your neighbor ahh here we go!
Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (OHH OH)
Shake it, shake it like a Polaroid Picture, shake it, shake it
Shh you got to, shake it, shh shake it, shake it, got to shake it
(Shake it Suga') shake it like a Poloroid Picture

Repeating "Shake it" in background)]
Now while Beyonce's and Lucy Lui's
And baby dolls, get on the floor
(Get on the floor)
You know what to dooo..
You know what to dooo..
You know what to do!

[Chorus]
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh oh, Hey Ya)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh, uh, OHH OH)
Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)
Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)

""
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

   nice job SWEETZ!
had a pretty cool day today. school was a no go cuz the juniors and sophies were taking there PSATs, so we didnt have to go until 11, but we figured why bother? instead we went to alexaviers house and had a blast! we played Tony Hawk 3 and pac-man for gamecube. we also made poison cookies...lol. i think alexavier loved them lmao...man it felt good to hang out with my pals again.

THE WINNER! great job for those of you who guessed alicia keys! SWEETZ you were 110% right! Forsakenlove, Vilefantom, MiasmaMoon, Emerald Angel, nice job guessing the face of my celeb! the song is called a Woman's Worth. pay attention to it fellas lol. all right. now on to todays face. i think ill keep mixing it up, throw in something a little different. this is actually a very famous poem by a very famous poet. so here it is, and the rules are the same. give me the name of both the poet and the song, and you win! good luck guys!

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

""
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

   pictures!
im taking some pics of me and my buddies, so hopefully ill be able to upload them unto my o and you can finally see the woman behind the sarcasm!! yay for you guys! lol. today i think ill substitute my post for a nice little picture of....many different people! yay! of course ill let you know you is who and what is what...or maybe well make a game out of this. ill put up a picture, include some lyrics, and the first one to tell me who it is wins! yay, i love games. now, do to the fact that im broke and or cheap, i cant give you a prize, but why not try it if ya have nothing better to do? good luck everyone

here are the lyrics...

You could buy me diamonds, you could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby you know I'm worth it
Dinner lit by candles, run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last and last
Baby you know I'm worth it

Wanna please, wanna keep, wanna treat your woman right
Not just told but to show that you know she is worth your time
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth, mhmn

Cos a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

If you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby I know you're worth it
If you never play me, promise not to bluff
I'll hold you down when shit gets rough
Baby I know you're worth it

She rolls the mile makes you smile all the while being true
Don't take for granted the passion that she has for you
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth, oh

Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

No need to read between the lines, spell it out for you
Just hear this song cuz you can't go wrong when you value
A woman, woman, woman, a woman's worth

Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

and here is your pic

""

good luck...you can write your guesses as a comment on the post, or as a pm...
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Saturday, October 9, 2004

   dealing and coping are apparently two different things...
Yes its true. you can deal with something and not necessarily cope with it. or is it that you can cope with somehting and not necessarily deal with it? *shrugs shoulders* who knows? but ya'll tell me. what do you guys think? are either one of these thoughts possible? can one achive either one of these? today i dont really have much of an update, as my life is deathly boring. but i have a question, how do ya'll lt a crush know you like them? or do you not let them know at all? send them a note? an email? send a friend to delver the message? keep it inside till it hopefully goes away?
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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

   life is so frustrating!!
things just went from bad to horrid. first of all, my team lost our game yesterday. 1-0...then my great grandfather passed away, so mt entire family is like falling apart. then, my boyfriend called me and told me that he was not coming this weekend, so i wont get to see him until November...thanksgiving to be exact. so now im jsut trying desperately to make it thru the day, and i wish with all my heart that my best friend was here to make me feel better...to give me a hug and tell me everything was going to be ok....because i honestly dont feel like it is...and thank you Vilefantom, you did put a smile on my face. im glad that both the Eagles are doing great and you saved some cash...take care everyone
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Monday, October 4, 2004

   hey there folks, hows life.
hey guys, sorry i havent been around in a few days. ive been kind of busy. over the weekend i did a little shopping, not much, just a couple of sweaters and a pair of jeans...i had lost a soccer game on friday, so shopping made me feel better. plus ive been depressed for a few days because my boyfriend might not actually be coming at the end of the week...its really sad. anyway, i had a song for you guys today, but ill try and post it later because i have to run now...


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Friday, October 1, 2004

   we won!
finally we won a game! yesterday the Blue Wave defeated the Mt. Pleasant whoever the hell they are! im so happy...i hope our luck continues cuz we have a game tomorrow and monday...so good luck to us. all right. lets see. im thinking that im going to change up the look of my site again. thanks to sweetz once again for helping me with this Witch Hunter Robin design, but i think im ready to move on. im thinking something more along the lines of something, i dunno...ill let yall know when i figure it out. lmao. ok, guys today there is a song today. i dunno if you guys have heard...but Usher and Alicia Keys are on fire...so here is there awesome song, My Boo....

"My Boo"
(feat. Alicia Keys)

[Usher intro:]

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

[Alicia intro:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]

Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Usher:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Alicia:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

there is that...i hope yall enjoy it. any ideas for the new look, let me know. as long as Alexavier, there is no gundam wing, ill take anything ya got...
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