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Monday, November 15, 2004


   thanks guys...
thank you all for your amazing support. you have no idea how great it feels to read all of your positivity...i do feel a bit better today. i dont really know what brings about these bouts of unhappiness, but im glad its gone. i guess its just because i keep so many things bottled up inside me. i have a tendency to do that. i talked to my mom today and she makes me feel so much better. im glad that our relationship has evolved to that point where we can communicate with each other. about killing myself, as i told someone before, the thought has crossed my mind, i wont deny it, but i know that i cant do it. there is still a part of me that continues hoping and praying, wishing for a better tomorrow. a part of me that still has hope. its funny but it feels like im fighting a battle inside myself. when i get positive comments like the ones you guys give me, i feel the side that fights for life growing stronger...i know it sounds crazy. anyway, again thank you all for your support. i really appreciate it...
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