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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Fate....
i believe that it was shakespeare who once said, "all the world's a stage, and all the people mearly players", and i cant help but think that it is true. i have changed my entire believe system in the past few days, and i now fully believe that their is a such thing as fate, and that destiny is as real as you and me. i have a hundred thousand reasons to believe in this, the most recent one being the loss of an old friend. i learned a lot of things about myself and my percpetions of life and other peoples point of views. we all see things differently, and sometimes, the people who you think see things just like you are actually, the total opposite. sometimes, as in my case, you discover that you are better off without those people, and that although you do not regret the time that you had spent together, you realize that every good thing comes to an end, and that it is our ability to realize when it is time to let these things go and move on with our lives that make us the people that we are. i have completely become free of the person that was holding me back the most in my life and i have moved on, accepting that when one door closes, another one opens. and if another door doesnt open, then there is probably a window open somewhere. find it. thats my thing for today, find the other way without stopping, without heisitating because there always is another way. in the case of my ex friend and i, we have each found our own way with dealing. i have simply accepted it, allowing myself to move on and continue with my life, and he has simply decided to dwell on it, and bad mouth me to the people who i consider my friends. when i first heard about this, i was hurt, then i was angry. very angry. and something about me, my fellow Otakus, is that i have a very short temper when the people who have stabbed me in the back try and mess with my reputation. i dont allow it. but i am tryin to be the bigger person and just give him time to realize that when you play with fire, you get burned, but when you play with me....youll get hurt. i dont like violence, its never been my style, i gave all that up years ago, but i cannot and will not allow this half of a man, who knows nothing about life, let alone me, try and humiliate me to the people i hold close. so im going to let fate run its course and ill wait for a sign about what i should do, but i do hope that he takes the time to realize what he is up against. this isnt an anime cartoon where you are the hero HEERO, this is real life, and if you want to tango, well then lets tango...but just remember, youve only been dancing for a few months, ive been dancing all my life....
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