Sunday, December 19, 2004

my day
My day is doing ok. I am really tired still and I am about to leave. I am going to my boyfriend's house.

baibai
sona
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*sigh*
Its 10 something...Im bored..and my friend is bored too. im still kinda tired...*yawns*
well im off now, cya all laterz..

sona
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Saturday, December 18, 2004

Meh
Well its like....8:25am..I just woke up from the weirdest dream. I creeped me out. All of my friends disappeared then I was all alone. Sometimes I feel that way. Usually noone talks to me. the only one that talks to me regularly is Aubs. I thank him very much. THANKS AUBS FOR TALKING TO ME! lmao Your a sweetheart tho. Im sooo tired. I have to clean the living room and then I have to meet one of my friends at Spud's. Its going ot be hecktic. I can already tell. Spud's is gaming and comic book store. There's a Yu-Gi-Oh tournament there today. Some of my out of town friends go there so ya. I go there to meet them and say hi. Well I think thats all you guys need to know. lmao

baibai peoples!

sona
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Friday, December 17, 2004

Feelings
I feel different
I have these strange feelings
I think I love you
The thing is, I cant
Your so far away
I do love you
I love you so much
These feelings
They are mutual
I love them
I love you
Please say you'll love me
I want you to love me back
Please..
My feelings...
I want my feelings....to..stay...
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Beautiful
This is the song Beautiful by HIM. Its a good song and make me cry.

~Just one look into your eyes
one look and Im crying
cause your so beautiful
Just one kiss and Im alive
one kiss and Im dying
cause your so beautiful

Just one touch and Im on fire
one touch and Im crying
cause your so beautiful
Just one smile and Im wild
one smile and Im ready to die
cause your so beautiful

and your so beautiful
my darling
oh your so beautiful ohh...
your so beautiful
oh my baby
your so beautiful
oh my darling oh my baby
and your so beautiful
ohh...~

thats the song. I hope you like it. It makes me think of someone and I begin to cry.
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Wonder
This is my poem called Wonder. I made it last night.

~I wonder where you are
If you know Im there
waitng to see you
wanting to hear you
Wondering weither I love you
or weither you love me
I wonder if I can trust you
I hope you can trust me
I want to be with you
right there next to you
Right at your side
There when you need me
I wonder
Down the dark path
are you the light I need
I wonder.....
Do you want to love me?~

well thats my poem. I usually dont write poems alot, but I try.

love Sona
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Thursday, December 16, 2004

   again
well, me and Anthony got into it again. My friend let me wear his class ring and Anthony chewed me out for it. I gave my friend his ring back and went to 5th hour. I thought Anthony was going to hit me. I got scared. *shivers* I dont want to relive a nightmare that took so long to fade away. I dont know what to do anymore. I cant have any guy friends or my parents think that Im cheating on him or something. Its really stupid. It makes me so mad that he acts so controlling. *sighs* I dont know who to count on either. I know I can count on Aubs. He's there for me. I dont know about anyone else. I better go..

bai


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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

what I am..

Daydreamer...


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you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.


what kind of angel are you?
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Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


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Your anime hair color is blue.


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Unique, mystical, insightful and beautiful
You are a Snow sprite. Mysterious, and alluring you
naturally attract people to you, your like a
people magnet even though you most often wish
to be alone. Your love for cold climates and
snow has given you an insight into the beauty
few see. While most see bland white you see a
forest or blanket of sparkling white beauty. To
you life is something precious and you intend
to figure out its mysteries. You are very
mature and don't waste your intelligence on
childish games or people not worth your time
which can make you seem arrogant at times but
you are really just intent on saving your time
for better things. Your soul is very beautiful
if not a little shut up, you keep your emotions
hidden from everyone and therefore they don't
know what your capable of. You are a living
fantasy.


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You are like the snow fairy, she is very beautiful,
she has the power to make things beautiful, but
She is sometimes quite selfish, and spends most
of the time she should be using her magic
staring at her self in the mirror. Other than
the fact that she is vain and selfish. She is
a nice person, when she IS actually using her
magic, her powers are great, and she is very
helpful. Well that's most of the tings about
the snow fairy, can you relate to some of them?
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Thats what i am...kinda scary since Im more...dark..meh, its cool tho..
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   sick of people's shit....
Im really sick of it. People yelling at me for no reason, my boyfriend is saying mean things to me like that I dont trust him and stuff because i wont tell him certain stuff. I fell like im going to cry...
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Monday, December 13, 2004

bad day
I am having a bad day today. My freaking P.E. teachers told me I was fat. Then, all my friends either ignored me or yelled at me...God I hate school. People there hate me and shit. *growls*

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