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myOtaku.com: NegativeZero
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Thursday, May 6, 2004
Can't control emotions?
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Something to note: You're probably wondering, "Why did he put special characters in the beginning?" I thought it would be nice to introduce them to mO. I love the symbol. I don't beleive in christianity, so it leaves only 1 message left, death. I wonder, why do people fear death if it's going to come anyways? I fear death, I want to live to the 22nd century, but it's impossible, isnce I would be like 103 years old and I'm afraid I won't live that long. My expection of my life line would be 40-89 years.
On topic: I can't control my emotions, period. Whenever something bad happens and someone repeats them to me, I get all teary eyed and start the waterfall. I wish I can get more self control. Heh, I need to face more hardships, I'm always happy, whenever something bad happens to me, my emotions win me over and I start crying. "BIG BABY, BIG BABY!!!" yells one person, the group laughs. What do I think of it, "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! I'M HURT HERE SO HELP ME OR SHUT YOUR FAT MOUTH OR I'LL DO IT FOR YOU!!!!!"
Violent I am eh? Well, I'm always the niceguy of my class. I'm the dude who calms everyone down. I'm the dude who makes people feel better. I'm the dude who has so much things to understand about people in my class. So far, I've known that 1 person in the class controls most of the classroom and he uses them like slaves..... Bleh, I dont' feel like writing about this so I'll continue on :).
Edit: Do you know what? Screw the paragraph up front. I only wrote that so I can clear up some of my thoughts. Eh, it's a crazy world in my mind.
Life: Eh, it's sorta good and bad.
Good: SHONEN JUMP HAS BEEN RELEASED!!!! W00T!!! Also my outwar crew finally beaten green dragon, which we sorely needed.
Bad: I can't get Shonen Jump until next week, my outwar crew can't beat Decayed Zombie...
Right now, I'm really sick... I'm coughing like crazy and went through 1 box of Kleenex. I don't think I can go to school tomorrow...
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