Monday, May 30, 2005

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Thursday, March 3, 2005

Hmm...
I haven't posted in a while.. I don't really have much to say right now.. I'm getting ready to go to my therapist.. o.o and i ordered a realleh nifteh hoodie.. Its red and has the psycopathic hatchet man on it... It also says Juggelette.. nifty nifty ^^ anyways.. I is goin over shroomy's house on friday .. its gonna be fun.. O.o.. I am also going to hang out with shane.. ::dreamy eyes:: do adorable.. well.. I suppose I'll be off. Check ya lata.. Peace out.. mmfcl
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

jigga jigga.. poop
i have .. the hiccups.. THIS SUCKS.. anyways.. i have cold sores all over my upper lip .. man.. im soo sick.. im always sick man.. i think i have a weak immune system.. or they are using the town of ellijay as an experimental gateway to find out how certain viruses tick.. or im just being paranoied.. o.o oh well -dies-
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Monday, February 21, 2005

Id like to thank you
I'd like to thank all those who were there for me in my time of need.. those who tried to consol me.. and help me through my papa don's death.. I now know who I can truelly count on.. Thank you so very much
Kayago
Death T-2
Mysterious Child
Death Rose
Jenifer
Craig
Shroomy
Shane
Jessica
My mother (bet you never thought i would say that)

Thank you so very much.. I really appreciat all that was done and said to me.. you have no idea how much better i feel having seen how many people care for me..
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I went to papa dons funeral today
it made me angry .. cause the pastor.. was all like "I knew donald for a long time" and the dude had just met him like.. 2 days before he passed. And he was also like.. "Donald said to me before he died that the only thing he regreted was not going to church enough and spreading the word of jesus." Which is total bullshit, becuase donald didn't want to spread crap.. he was content with the way that people thought for themselves.. the dude also said that donald had an out of body experience.. which is b/s... sorry .. i know some of you people who read my site are all into the god thing.. but this is all complete and total bullshit.. other than that the funeral was beautiful .. they let me read my poem up at the podeum.. and they let the little girl Jacey read her letter to him .. i.. i was really scared.. It was an open casket funeral.. and i just kept thinking the whole time that papa don was going to sit up and say "Get this silly suit off of me and give me some ice cream" it seemed so weird.. and he was so cold... and stone rock hard.. like a painted statue. and i just kept thinking "papa don, sit up and talk to me, tell me you love me.. come back to us." but he never did..I just don't understand why he was just laying there.. I imagined that he was breathing.. I watched mama peggy (his wife) touch his body and thank him for the wonderful time he gave her while he was here with us.. It was so hard to see her say that.. it was so hard to watch them close the casket.. so weird to know i would never get to hold this man again.. i just didnt understand.. i still dont understand.. i want my papa don back.. when i go to see him in the hospital i would always hold his hand.. and even when he was unconcious he would squeeze my hand.. and then i went to the viewing thing yesterday.. i grabbed his hand.. and for the first time in the time that ive known him.. he didnt clasp back.. i didnt fell his grip.. and thats when it hit me.. my papa don is not coming back.. ill never be able to hold him again.. im so clueless as to what to do or feel.. i just dont understand..
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