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Friday, February 18, 2005

..... can you cry in heaven....
My mother woke me up this morning... with the news... My popa Don is dead.. I say that so bluntly.. I layed there on the couch for a little while... wondering if this was just another stupid dream.. My eyes watered.. but i didn't cry.. not yet.. She had to bring the suit for his funeral to Mama Peggy across the street.. I remeber going into the bathroom.. and picking up my brush.. but pausing before brushing my hair.. Papa Don can brush his hair.. some one we dont know is going to brush his hair... Some one we don't know is going to dress him, so hell look alive the last time we see his body.. I don't think i want them to put on the facade that he's alive still... That he's still in that body.. That's not my Papa Don.. My papa don is sneaking to the refrigerator to get some ice cream.. even though he knows its bad for his sugar.. my papa don is giving me a hug and telling me that he loves me.. my papa don is standing out on my side walk holding mama peggy's hand and looking out at the sky
admiring the sun.. I can't understand why I can see him so perfectly in my head doing these things.. but hes not there when i look at the window... or when i go over mama peggy's house.. When i saw him last .. i promised him i would never leave him.. i held his hand and promised i would never leave him.. I suppose he promised he would never leave us either.. cause i can feel him, still talking and being goofy and silly .. Do only the good die young.. becuase he was a good man.. and he was too young to die.. he wasn't sposed to die untill he was an old man.. i.. i dont understand..
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