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Thursday, January 13, 2005
Uselessness
Have you ever felt as though you were completely useless? That you can't even help your friends, especially when they need you most? Especially when it's some one you really care about, and you would do anything just to make them feel better. Yet there's nothing you can do, so then what good are you? What if the only redeeming quality you have is the ability to make others laugh? I just can't stand how useless I am, I can't even help the one I love when he's had a horrible day. And what's worse is he ends up being the one to comfort me! Just because I'm a baby and can't take not being helpful, well, if I feel that bad just hearing about it, how must he feel when it actually happened to him. Am I that selfish that I never even considered that before getting all depressed because I couldn't help!? No, I didn't. But what use is it if we're both depressed, how would that help me cheer him up? *sigh* and here i go complaining again, well, i have to go eat dinner any way...
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