Saturday, January 2, 2010

   it's been a while
Things have changed...
Things have changed a lot in the past three years.
My scars are finally healing, literally and figuratively. It's sort of nice, but I've still always got a lot on my mind.
I'm going into Princeton today, though not for long. Which is probably a good thing because I have yet to sleep D:.
Gees, I haven't blogged in forever. Lets see, what happened on Saturday. I went out shopping and bought nothing, I ate terribly annnd I spent the night alone. Ok, maybe this is why I haven't blogged in a while, some days are just depressing to write about ._. .
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

perfect timing. (that was sarcasm)
John: I have I mark from her still.
Me: I have marks too. *Pulls up sleeve*
John: Cutter~! ((or whatever the hell he said.))
Me: FUCK you!

So basically. For those of you that know what I'm talking about, this is what happened at lunch. I did apologize to John, but I still feel really bad for getting mad at him. I was just upset about cutting the entire day... even before he said that. Not because I was cutting, but because my friend was. (online friend *sigh*). It really really upsets and worries me. Not only that, but I had already had two urges today to cut. Brilliant, huh? So it was all just bad timing.

And yes. I've not told any of my friends but I do have a history with cutting. Just haven't said anything because I really just met all of you guys. So yeah... scratches on my arm, if you suspected they weren't by accident you were right.
((I kind of don't think of scratching as being the same as cutting, but if it bleeds... then it counts. That's more the way I look at it. Or if there is an intention of such.))
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Monday, September 24, 2007

...
Jen: mew... i wish i could make you happy
lynx: GO THE FUCK AWAY
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