Sunday, September 23, 2007

lynx.
i've lost.
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Saturday, September 22, 2007

fuck!
lynx ((actually saying this on a call on yahoo)): do you really have any bad feelings about me?
me thinking: YES GOD DAMNIT IT T____T. Saying: No... i guess not.
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sorry.... soo many small posts.
Nnn! I can't stand it. I'm fucking suppose to give him a 'second chance', but I swear to god all he wants is to use me. I feel like the world is against me at the moment and it's really hard to think straight. I'm getting different opinions that conflict with each other and no one opinion is the right thing to do.
I can't just never talk to him again, I would feel guilty about that but it's hard for me to talk to him without feeling upset.
I can't even trust that he cares about me in the slightest. I really don't think he does.
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lynx again.
My last couple of posts have been uh, confusing to everyone. And sorry but... one more confusing post.

He can't get it through his head that I don't want anything to do with him any more. Ugh. I said I'd talk with him, but that's all. Grr.
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long night.
lynx: Jen..... please.... don't do this to me
lynx: why are you doing this to us?

... just for the record, there was no us and I did nothing.
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Friday, September 21, 2007

still at school
Arrrggg. Hi peoples. ~_~ I ish having issues lately with this guy.... ha ha ^-^ that sounded completely not how I wanted it to. Anyway, it is what I says. Actually, two guys. But the problems are completely different. I don't really think I should go into detail right here and now, but I might be willing to explain if you ask. Chu, what I mean to say is if I seem distracted or far off. ^-^;; Well yeah, the two guys I refered to would be why. One in perticular whom ^-^;; I can't stop thinking about. And just as an FYI, both guys I know from the internet z_z. ANNOYING.
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Thursday, September 20, 2007

why does he have to live so far away?
I'm not in the best mood right now... but I do feel better. I'm not as dead and hopefully I'll get to sleep at a decent time tonight (for me that is). I really need to just chill out...

i WILL be back in school tomorrow.uughhh.
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fuck.
I thought I'd post something for peoples at school, aka moon and ken-ken? I think those are the only people that check during school, but anyway.
As you already know O.o I'm not in school. Yeah... I'd rather no go into detail about why. My mom was just being really really annoying and then decided she'd be all nice and asked me "Well do you want to stay home? It's ok if you do <3" ((which btwn, means I don't get lunch, sucks)). SO. Once again. I'll be back tomorrow. Neh. Time to go back to sleep. *Pulls covers over her head*
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

don't ask why but....
i. fucking. hate. my. mom.
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Maybe a cold would do...
I'm still in school and completely dreading my "doctors" appointment. HE NEEDS TO DIE. ^-^;; Ok well not really. I don't think I could wish any serious illness on anybody. Maybe a cold. Yeah *gets as evil a face as she can get, neko scheming like* A really bad cold with a running nose. He'd HATE that. Ha ha. Everyone hates that! Bwheheheheheh. Maybe a sore throat... not strep, but a sore throat. Just enough to make him call in sick <3

--Update 6pm--
Ok... well. It wasn't that bad, but i still wish he hadn't been there or something.

AND O_O I had another ramune >_<;; I've had 60g of sugar from ramune alone. god. POTENT STUFF. ^-^;; I'm defiantly going to try and sleep well tonight.

and I'm so happy I get to talk to Choow finally ^_____________^ Bweheh. Makes me happy. though he'll be going to sleep soon ((gaint time difference T__T))
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