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Tuesday, September 25, 2007


perfect timing. (that was sarcasm)
John: I have I mark from her still.
Me: I have marks too. *Pulls up sleeve*
John: Cutter~! ((or whatever the hell he said.))
Me: FUCK you!

So basically. For those of you that know what I'm talking about, this is what happened at lunch. I did apologize to John, but I still feel really bad for getting mad at him. I was just upset about cutting the entire day... even before he said that. Not because I was cutting, but because my friend was. (online friend *sigh*). It really really upsets and worries me. Not only that, but I had already had two urges today to cut. Brilliant, huh? So it was all just bad timing.

And yes. I've not told any of my friends but I do have a history with cutting. Just haven't said anything because I really just met all of you guys. So yeah... scratches on my arm, if you suspected they weren't by accident you were right.
((I kind of don't think of scratching as being the same as cutting, but if it bleeds... then it counts. That's more the way I look at it. Or if there is an intention of such.))

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