Thursday, November 13, 2003

   Errr
I don't know if this happened last night, or the night before. I have a bad memory. My sister's boyfriend has this friend, he plays drums for his band. Okay, actually, if you're from Canada, you might have seen him with his old band, Breach of Trust, on Much Music. He's 25, has a kid and girlfriend, and apparently he's in love with me. I mean, he's a really nice guy, but, fuck, he's 10 years older than me! So just the other night, my sister called her boyfriend, and the guy was over, and he kept yelling into the phone "Tell your sister I'm in love with her!". It's not like I'm scared of him or anything, I mean, he's a really nice guy.. but... errrr... it's weird. He doesn't even talk to me when I see him, but he always talks about me to his friends and my sister.

Anyways, I have a new #1 on my hit list. Honestly, I'm gonna kick this girl's ass, she pisses me off so much. Probably because she's friends with Shit-Face, who keeps egging my house. Either way, she's just a total bitch. I should have stayed in those Karate lessons so I really could kick her ass, because trust me, I would.

Aww, aren't Care Bears great? I'm watching Care Bears right now. I used to be obsessed with them when I was little. I had all the stuffed animals and everything, but my mom sold them in a garage sale for like, 50 cents. Damn her, they're worth like, 50 bucks each. I think.

I'm in such a good mood right now for some reason. I think it's the weather. I really don't understand, last night I was crying and upset about guy problems, but now I'm totally fine. I really do like him though. We have a lot of history together... we kinda dated over a year ago but it was long distance, and he hates long distance relationships. Then it kinda ended when he decided to date my friend who lives the same distance from him. They broke up about 6 months ago, though. I thought him and I had something again, because last time I saw him, he kept kissing me, and whatnot. Then just last night he told me that he's seeing someone. :( I thought we actually had something. I'm going to Regina (where he lives) but I don't think we'll be able to see eachother. He's grounded or something. He said he'd try his best to see me, but I doubt I even have time, seeing that my mom and sister went and made plans for me. I hate it how when I go to Regina, I never get to see my friends without feeling guilty for ditching my sister. I wish she would realize that she's not the only person who lives in Regina. I mean, I like seeing her, but I'd really like to see Derek (the guy I like)...
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