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myOtaku.com: Neko Nana Mode


Thursday, September 14, 2006

Things
As y'all can see, I've went and changed my pic. Mmm, sexy.

Anyway, I've been back from the desert resort for a couple days and have been like so brain dead as to what I should write, for a post or a story. At first I figured I would jump on the boat with all those people who wrote about what 9/11 meant to them and about the day it happened.
But I couldn't.

I'm a very cynical person. Though I don't know if any of you have seen that yet. When things like 9/11, Colombine, Gitmo happen, the first feelings I have are that of, "Oh gee, what a surprise." Maybe working with all those psychologists and profilers and stuff has desensetized me to criminal acts. I remember thinking about the things in the 9/11 plan that the enemy could have been done better. It's the way I always think; analyze the enemy, think like the enemy and so forth.
I just read Ayumi-chan's post, and it seems another school shooting has happened; in Canada no less. I thought that place was, like, crime free. My first thought about that was, "What a slap dash approach."
I do think about others feelings and about the way things are changing around people, but alot of the time that comes secondary to sympathizing (Not the best word but it describes it good enough) with the enemy.

I've never really thought about stopping my research or the help I give. It is my specialty, reading people, there's nothing else I'm all that good at. Engineering maybe, but that is becoming harder and harder to find a job in since everyone wants them.

I don't know, at this point in my life maybe I shouldn't be so mid-life crisis-ish. *shrugs* Man, I haven't gotten so deep in thought like that for a while.

NNM
My apologies if I offended anyone *bows deeply*
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