Wednesday, June 8, 2005

Convo Between Jessica and Eddie
So, I logged onto AllPoetry a minute ago, and had an IM from Jessica. It was a convo between her and Eddie on Chars (Jill, B, Lauren, you know what that is). Eddie is LanceRyanWilliams, Jess is Tika.


ShadowMageTika> I go by Reia now.

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "kk.."

ShadowMageTika> Eh, any advice on how to break up w/ Ben?

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "I am going 100% into the Yu Project.." -.-;

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "But!!!"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "I am not going to be seeing/talking/hearing of any of you.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> > "So don't worry.."

ShadowMageTika> ....

ShadowMageTika> Eddie..

ShadowMageTika> Do I need to start screaming at you again?

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "It's a none-deceptive manner too.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "I am not screwing with anyone head.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Anyones head.."

ShadowMageTika> We need to all hang out one day, with out me.^^;

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "What?"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> o.o

ShadowMageTika> Yep.

ShadowMageTika> We need to all hang out, with out me.

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Why?"

ShadowMageTika> *Ish self conscious*

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "The only way I am going to let oyou be around me..or Ross is if you guys come over my house.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "My mind is so screwed up right now.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "I just want to be alone in Real Life..I can do this project and turn it in to Mug and Mountain and they to me.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "2 months of goness.." > *Wants at
least a year of goneness*

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "kk?"

ShadowMageTika> "Okay. That makes it simple for it to happen with out me!"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "I have no intention to do a Yu Project on any of you.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "It's the other parts of the things in my mind I can't control.." -.-

ShadowMageTika> ..?

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "How do you think I just spammed out a Mad Man deceptive person out of nowhere??"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Yu Project 1..how do you think I did it?"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "I just wrote things down..poked at your heads."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "No..I had help from books and other people.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Who have made another person inside my head.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Permonently.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> Adbnasdba

ShadowMageTika> "Eh, then stay away from books?"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "People from books..'

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> >>;

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "And shows.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Well..yeah.."

ShadowMageTika> "No more TV, or movies, and books. Yer grounded!"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Just to tell you..if I don't get this thing out of my head..it feels like I am turning into Michelle more and more..Heh..Hah.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Nuuu!"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Get out of my head!!!"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> ::Bashes head onto the bark of the tree intill a large scar appears::

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "bunny you! bunny YOU!

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> ::Breaths a bit..:: "Pain is a good way to knock something out..an overload of pain can knock out the other things that ail you.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "As so drugs..alchohal..numbs the pain..blocks it from your mind..but come with even worse side effects.."
Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Needles..other sharp objects giveing the feeling of pain..as you can't feel from the depression..the pain of an ailing problem such as your image and personality.."


Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "The people and the things you want and cannot have.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Takeing effect and going round and round in an neverending twirling machine of pain..hitting against you everyday till you can't take it.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "You kill yourself..yourself is gone..you can't feel those pains again..and you end.."

ShadowMageTika> Right.

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "My god.." -.-;

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Look what you unleashed now.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> -.-;;;



Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Yays!"

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "I am feeling so much better now.." >>;

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Oh yeah, this is Eddward.." -.-

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Edward rather.."

Loving.Legend-LanceRyanWilliams> "Weeee, I am talking to fast.."


((Note from Jessica: Ross, Eddie wants you to stay away from him, all of us to stay away from him. For the sake of the Yu project he said it himself. As well as "You will be safe in your pretty little heads, if you stay away" Or something very close to that><))

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