Saturday, May 20, 2006

   Religion
Alright, I'm slightly pissed off at the moment, because yet another friend thinks I'm going to Hell. So here's a rant on the subject, lets see how many people hate me after this.

Okay, I've been picked on since forever about not having a religion, I get a bit touchy on the subject. Lost count of how many little bitches have told me I'm going to go to hell! It's pretty funny really, 'take a look in the mirror, who's persecuting people based on their beleifs?' is what I have to say to that. Little kids too, someone told me that when I was 6. A "friends" mother actually told me that I was banned from her house because I didn't beleive in the same God that she did! Geeze, some people just need to grow up and realize that they don't know what's out there. God's a theory just like everything else, no one knows how we were created or where we go after death. People that are so sure that they think they're better than others because of it make me sick. Besides, I don't think that Hell's real ayway, more of a consept made up by the church to scare people. I look at the Christian faith's oppinion on God like Santa. Parents tell their children that if they're good, they'll get presents, and that if they're bad, they'll get coal. The church tells people that if they're good, they'll go to heaven, but if they're bad, they'll rot in hell for all of eternity. Same concept, no? Ruling by fear. ANd of course being 'good' includes donations to the Church :P Really, looking back through history, most religions have judged others as being unholy, and perhaps even harmed them. Most wars have been fought over religion. But one religion rules supreme when it comes to gore. Think about this: WHo iniciated the witch hunts? Any idea how many innocent lives were lost over that? ANd beleive me when I say that's no the only time a tradjity like that has occured. Really, at the core of the war in Iraq, religion is there, isn't it? Now everyone thinks that Muslims are evil. Bullshit. They are no more evil than anyone else. Am I saying that justifies what happened on 9/11? Hell no! But that was just a small group of people who happened to be Muslims, that's like saying that all Christians are evil because a couple groups that are extremely "pro-life" are bombing abortion clinicks (who sees the irony in this?!). Anyway, I might contineu this rant later, but right now I've calmed down and continueing seems a bit poitless. I'm not trying ot picka fight here, really, but please feel free to leave a message politely stateing your oppinion.
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

   My neck..
Testing's over, Flute recital is completed, and dance rehersal is done. I actually have some time to think :o Although tomorrow and the next day I have to be in dance performances, then I'm going to go see Scary Movie 4 with two of my best friends and roll my eyes when it isn't funny. I seem to have done something to my neck durring dance x_0 I can't move it to my left and it hurts like hell when I attempt to. Oh well, hope it goes away soom. FOAMY THE SQUIRREL PWNS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, May 14, 2006

Woah...
Current mood:
I'm actually looking forwards to tomorrow, Monday :o I even wish it WERE Monday!! Why? Because my teacher's buying me the new FMA manga and possibly Deathnote 4 :D WEll I mean I gave him the money, but god I can NEVER get out to buy this stuff, luckily he has a part time job at a Barns and Nobles and can even get me a %30 discount :D THis makes me happy on the inside! We have testing starting tomorrow, but it's nothing big, I'll probably ace it. Nothing to worry about, actually semi-looking forwards to that too for some reason ^_^ Omg, last night's episode of FMA was so sad! I mean I'd already seen it twice, but it was still suspenceful ^_^;
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Monday, May 8, 2006

   tired.. but happy
I'm tired... it's monday.... blah. Great, my parents think I'm unstable because of all my recent emo drawings -_- All teenagers feel angsty on the inside, I just let it out through art and writing so I'm still happy! Anyway, right now I'm really happy because suddenly (and magicly), the WRITERS BLOCK WAS LIFTED :D:D:D This has me laughing every time I watch it:



XD I like Winry a lot, really, it's just a funny AMV. Pretty irronic too because Winry's beautiful, images totally go agianst the music.
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Sunday, May 7, 2006

   Dear Diary,
I don't want to go to high school next year. I want to retake middle school, and I hated this year. That's how unready I feel about this. I have no idea what I want to do with my life, but despite that, I somehow seem to have constructed a sort of plan. I'll get into AP every subject, both to get into a good collage and to help distance myself from drugs and such, get a job at a Barns and Nobles to start saving up for collage. Will keep up good relationshiip with parents despite teen bitchiness. Will possibly get drivers license. Will make it through high school no matter what. WIll not smoke, drink, or take drugs. Once in collage, will start saving up to buy cheapish house with as much as I can so I don't have to pay for it until I die. May or may not fall in love, probably not. Will NOT get pregnant. Will make it through collage no matter what. Will still not drink, smoke, or take drungs.


Why do I get the feeling none of that will go according to plan? Oh well, now to just figure out what I want to do with my life, so far I have mortician, president, doctor, and vet crossed off. Oh, and btw, this was just for me to write down, I don't really care who reads it. Don't feel the need to comment unless you REALLY feel like you want to make fun of my ambitions.
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Monday, May 1, 2006

   w00t!
20 guest book signs :D Yay!! *feels popular* And someone reviewed on Winds of Hope already too, nice way to start something as sucky as a Monday. Peoples commented on my fanarts too, and actually liked them! My newest obbsesion, however, is making these awsome 'modivational posters' about FMA charecters :D It's really fun! So far I've made one for Edward, Alphonse, both Bro's, Winry, and Envy. I plan to make one for all charecters that are in at least 5 episodes :P I wish I could put more than 3 lines of text though!! Maybe I'll put them here later.
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Sunday, April 30, 2006

   YEEEEESSSSSSS!!!!!
I FINALLY updates Winds of Hope :D :D :D W00t!! *happy dance* Chapter 13 is up after like 1 month of me slacking off! I think I'm about 5 times happier than the readers ^_^;; Oh well, about time. I uploaded some of my old sucky fanarts here too, if you want to point and laugh at them. I can't upload any new stuff because my scanner esploded :P
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

   Blahblablah
I still haven't updates..... *dodges flying rotten tomatos* But I'm working on it right now!! Well right now I'm typing this, but- *runs away as more vegetables and a chinchilla are chucked at me* Sorry, got chinchillas on the brain. Guess what?! Our schools two chinchillas, Mouse and ANgel, BOTH had babies!! THat's 5 in all! 2 from Mouse (ANgels mom), 3 from ANgel. THey both got pregnent from the same guy chinchilla, which is pretty wrong, but that's okay. OMG they babues are frikking cute! They're born with furr and everthing, I want to huggle them ^_^
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

   Do I ever have a good subject?
Day after tomorrow is my cats birthday! He's turning 8!! He's so big ^.^ I LOVE MY KITTY!! *huggles* Woah, I think Naruto's going to die *pokes chapter 304* Well, actually, he'll probably make it, but Sai's done for :P I can't be too upset at the moment though, as nothing's happened and it's about time for the series to end anyhow. Oh crap I STILL haven't update Winds of Hope T_T I am officially the wort author ever. Oh well, I'll do it sometime this week..... *guilt attack* Waaah T_T
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Sunday, April 23, 2006

   I'm back!! Agian!
Wow, people actually comment with some frequency, I feel so popular *lol* Well, glad to be back, I am soo tired, I should go to bed before I harm myself. *gasp* I have school tomorrow 0_0 *proceeds to bang head agianst computer desk*
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