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Monday, August 21, 2006


   Heaven or Hell? I Say Limbo
I'm so tired. Today was.... Hell, I guess. I don't really mean that it was particularly hellish (contradicting myself already), just very, very draining. Monday, screwing up in each and every class, gym killing, sucky uniforms and flag football, first Jazz class, way out of my league, friend out of town, it just piles up. I really don't have the time I used to, I suppose I'll have to forfiet my habbit of looking at all the FMA fanart and posting daily. I suppose I already have, but this could be considered a good thing, I'll only report every few days, and hopefully I'll have some real stuff to share with whoever bothers to read this, it really just helps to write it all down and to Hell with if anyone reads it or not. I managed to snag my friend on her cell phone for a couple minutes, it made me very happy hearing her voice, having her make me laugh. Quite healing. I with we could talk more, and that she would listen, but honestly, who wants to hear a freshman's rants, complaints, and excitment about high school? Not even the most dedicated friend, I assure you. That's why I have this sort of online diary, I should call it my rant journal. I suppose it's a bit like cutting yourself, though I doubt anyone will understand my reasoning for this. Simply because it releaves stress by letting it all out, whether it be by writing, drawing, or cutting, am I making any sense at all to anyone but myself? Probably not, but oh well, I shall cherish this little internet time that I have and try to squeeze in the bazillions of different sites I have commited to, some surely must be dropped.

Hasta luego.

PS: Jazz class really was fun, even though I'm horribly out of shape and was in great pain durring some of the exercises, it was quite more fast paced than I'm used to. Then agian, I'm used to summer, and this is upper jazz and high school. Time to kick it into gear.

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