Friday, January 7, 2005

I lostededed my phone! ;-;!!
:: crys :: And I can't find it any where! Brittany, Sara, Chelsie, Courtny, Holly, Amanda, Gabby and I all looked during lunch and we still coulnd't find it! Thats eight whole people looking, and we still couldn't find the damn thing!

;-;!!!!

All of my stuff is on there... I NEED MY PHONE! It has, like, 72 numbers on it... And I lose it... Typical me... -.-; Now we have to order a new one and that could take a while to get here. And I owe my mom 35 bucks just to get it... I'm a fucking idiot...

All I remember is getting it out this morning while I was going to my locker and giving my number to Henry, then I thought I put it in my pocket... But I don't know if I did or not, because I'm thinking it fell on the floor by the wrestling room or some thing. Then some one picked it up and went 'Oh! Phone! I'ma call Alaska!!' and then ran off with it... Or that's me and my friends theroy at least... o.o;

:: sighs :: Besides that, I think I had an okay day. :: trying to look on bright side of thing and be positive like she told Henry she would be :: ^^" I got most of my work done, except my english home work that I forgot I had. Oh well, I'll just turn it in for half credit on Monday or Tuesday or some thing. Lunch we were just searching for the phone XP Then in Geomerty we did a few worksheets then got the normal 6 pages of home work on top of our project we have due... x.x; But besides that, I'm just so happy it's Friday... I couldn't have lasted much longer, I need to get to bed earlier I think. I'm falling asleep in class again. Oh well, I'll live.

Any ways, I guess that's it. So I'll talk to you guys later!

~Reno~

P.S -- My Aunt Stacey gave me 75 bucks for x-mas/birthday present at Amazon.com!! ^^!! :: loves her aunt so much :: What do you guys think I should get? o.O
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

Right now it is a lovely... -2 degrees x.x;
Oh my gosh... It's so cold. It was snowing mostly all day today. I HATE SNOW x.x; I love that it's really pretty and all, but it's just to damn cold! And I even wore my mom's jacket rather than my stupid little blue one I always wear. But I was still cold... But oh well... I'll live ^^" Hopefully...

As long as I don't fall in the snow when I slip on the ice again when I go between buildings...

o.O I still say we need a heated tunnel...

With a moving walkway...

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Oh and for those of you who don't know. My school has two buildings, the north and south, so we have to go back and forth in the cold all day long... x.x;

Meh.. I've complained to much for the night... I'll just go, mom's yelling at me to go to bed... It's only 10:20 PM! :: sighs :: Oh well, night all!

~Reno~
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

Cold x.x;
Hey guys, it's so cold out here! It's like 12 degrees. Even Henry wore his pants today. So hows your guy's day going?

~Reno~
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

Back to the advisment thing once agian.
Hey all, I'm posting from the library during adivsment again. I think I come here to much, my whole travel card is basically covered in library stamps. But oh well, not like I have any thing better to do, I finished my home work off last night.

Oh yeah, and I'm sorry I didn't get to call you last night, Henry. I didn't reilize I was going to get home so late and end up with all of the work I did on the first day back... x.x; Sowwies.

Any ways, yesterday after school I got to get home for about an hour or so and I just gave myself some down time to just relax a bit. Then I had to go to my therapy appoinment. I go every two weeks or so. My mom makes me, she thinks it will help me to talk to some one once and a while. I guess it does, and my therapist is very nice, but she's even wierder than I am o.O And I'm completly serious. So I got out of that at around 5:30, then mom and me went to the mall for another hour or so. She wanted to show me some pants she wants to buy so she will look good on her interviews. There like 90 dallor pants though x.x; We have to go find a cheaper pair. So after that we drove out to Wendy's and had some dinner. Then it was back home to take my shower and then do all the shitty home work I got on the first day back...

-.-; Have I ever mentioned that I don't like school... At all...

:: sighs :: But I'll get over it. I just have to keep up on my work this semester and it won't be so hard. At least I hope so... I have pretty much easy classes, the only ones that I got new are Elxplorations In Music, Ceramics, US History, and Dance. So I should be fine. I just need to keep up with my Geometry and English work, and my Biology work too when ever we get home work in that one.

So... Hmm... Can't think of any thing else right now ^^ Talk to you guys later. I'll try and get on the MSN and Yahoo! later tonight if I can, bye all!

~Reno~
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Monday, January 3, 2005

In Biology...
Hey guys, really quick post. I'm in biology basically falling asleep. I'm so tired...

x.x;

Any ayws, it's great to be able to see every one again. I think only Jakie and Henry noticed my hair, and only 'cause I said I did some thing to it. It only looks a little darker, so me and Henry are prolly gonna do it this weekend, hopefull... XP He's gonna help me pick out a new color, too. ^^

So... Hmm... Not sure what else. So I guess I'll just go, talk to you guys later!

~Reno~
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

Well... I guess it's not all bad... ^^
I guess my mom was really serious about my brother not coming back. She's already talking about putting me into my brothers old room and making mine into the office so the computer won't take up space in the kitchen any more. So I guess I was just a bit surprised that she is being so serious about this. But.. Meh... I'm not complaining ^^"

I get a bigger room and closet, and now that Christopher is gone I won't have to deal with him treeting me and my mother like shit any longer. If he wants to be with my dad so much , thats fine. I'll just see if 50% of the time too then. That's fine with me.

:: sighs :: Well, we have to go back to school tomorrow, not looking foward to that obviously... But I'll live. At least I get to see all of my friends again. ^^ Can't wait for that. And I get to give Henry his birthday card since we never got to see each other over the break.

Hmmm... I can't really think of any thing else. So I'll talk to you guys later!

Bye all!

~Reno~
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Saturday, January 1, 2005

Wow... I sure get to start out the year with a great memory...
Well... Lots of stuff happened this morning... Here's how it goes basicaly...

Well, this morning my mom called at about 8:15 and told us we had to be at her house by 9 o.o;; I WAS STILL ASLEEP x.x!

So me and my brother, Christopher, got up and dragged ourself over there. But here is when all of the shit started to happen...

Well, first my brother started bitching about how his remote didn't have any batteries in it, so he got into a fight with my mom about it. Then she got onto the topic of what happened to his game boy. Then he wouldn't tell her, so she got pissed off. Then I guess he said he sold it, so she got even more pissed. I'm not quite sure what happened next beccause I was in the car waiting to leave. (( We we're going to Matt's to watch Nicole and Madison. He's still in Arkansas because of his father. )) So I guess they got into a fight with, obviuously, alot of cursing and threats. Well just so you all know, my brother is very stubborn. And he is just... It's hard to explain... He's just an ass...

Well... Basically... The police came because my brother wouldn't leave. And now my dad is going to have full custody of my bro. And I still have to go back and forth. It's a long story... If any one really wants to know, just PM me or some thing... I got to go... Nicole wants on my lap... -.-;

~Reno~
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Friday, December 31, 2004

Tired... x.x;;
Ehh... Skiing is draining... So... Very... Tired... x.x;;!

And I can't even get to sleep! That's the worst part...

:: yawns :: x.x

Any ways, skiing was fun. I got a few pics, I'll post up when I'm not so lazy. I only fell twice! ^^" And considering both of the times I bit it was on a blue run, (( The next higher one would be a black diamond )) I think I did pretty good for the day. Although... You know that person that's is almost always complaining about some thing... Yeah... That was me...

XP

I can't help it! I've been in this whiney/complaning mode all week, almost. And Dante would gladdly vouge for me on that part. He's the one that's had to deal with it most of all. Sowwies Dante... You know it's just 'cause I love ya! ^^"

Anyways, I think the skiing did me a world of good! I'm not all depressed any mores! Still a bit confused, but I'll get over that soon... I hope. I just needed to get out of the house and into the fresh air. It's might have been as cold as when hell freazes over, but fresh air non the less.

Hmm... What else... What else... Oh yeah! Happy almost 2005! We still got about 7 hours over here, and I think I should go take a nap before I pass out... Talk to you all later. And see you next year I guess! ^^

~Reno~
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Confusion...
Okay all... I'm really sorry for my last post... I was just depressed is all... I'm beter now...

A little at least...

Ehh... But now my major depression has been replaced with MAJOR confussion... I'm not sure if I should put why... Because the all of the reasons I am confused can come here and read this... And I just need to think about it first... I need to think alot about some things...

That's why I'm glad I get to go skiing tommorow. Being outside in all of the fresh air... Yeah... That should help me clear my head a bit. Then hopefully I can make a decision...

:: sighs ::

Well, I guess that's it. If any one has any suggestions on how else to deal with my confusion it would be greatly appreciated... Love you guys.

~Reno~
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I feel so... Empty... Like some thing is gone... And I can't find it...
That's really how I feel right now... I'm not quite sure why though... It's hard to explain... I've tried all I can think of to try and feel beter... But it seems to be making it worse...

My satus on the MSN right now is 'Brianna; Why does my heart feel like it's been ripped out and stompped on... Repitedly...'

:: sighs ::

Sorry you guys, I know I'm not fun to be around when I'm like this... I guess one reason is all of the death that has been happening lately. Like how Pawpa, Matt's father, the one I just went up and met a week or so ago, has just had a stroke... And they don't think he will make it... So I just met him, and now he may die... And this is just making me think back to Kyle and every thing that happened to him. Then there's the thing with Matt's sister. (( The one here, not with me in Colorado )) I don't know how he does it. I don't see how you could possibly get over some one's passing who was so close to you that quickly. I admire his strength in that so much right now... I would never in my life be able to do that. And he already knows I would just go sit in my dark corner with a pile of sharp pointy objects to throw at people who came near me... (( Inside joke I guess... ))

And I guess another thing is the same thing I've been kinda depressed about all week... And I guess it's just begining to build up on itself. It's still just that I wish I had some one, too... Almost every one around me seems to be in love with some one... And they love them back... It's hard because it almost feels like I don't have that... I don't have any one to just hold me and tell me every thing is going to be alright when some thing bad has happened... I don't have some one to just be there for me and hang out with when I get bored... I don't have some one to tell me they love me, and truely meen it... I don't have any one like that... Or at least that's how it feels...

:: sighs again ::

I'm sorry I'm being all depressing and shit right now you guys... I guess I'll just stop before I get to in depth into things and screw some stuff over in my life even more... So... Yeah... Bye all...

~Reno~

P.S -- Happy birthday, Henry. Sorry for the post... :: huggles :: I hope your haveing a good day at least... ^^"
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