Wednesday, December 8, 2004

Continued...
Don't worry Matt, I promise I won't do any thing to stupid... But I really don't know what I'm going to do at this point...

So any ways, I grabbed a computer in the lab in the library again. So I can post all of the details... Or what I am willing to put anyways...

Hand Splint -- So my brother punched the wall in the gym at the middle school. He said he did it because he thought it would be soft... As far as I remember from growing up... Wall does NOT equal soft. He said he thought it would be soft because there was a pad there, but behind the pad was cement... So it's not broken or any thing, he just has to have it in a splint for a few days. So now he thinks he doesn't have to do anything and every one works for him just because he's 'hurt'. He can move his damn hand for all I've seen! Gah, I really can't stand him sometimes...

Jobs -- So like I said, as of Febuary 1st, my mom no longer has the same job she has now. She says she thinks hey will offer her a new one, but it would be a much less pay. And we can barely afford to live off of what we have now, let alone less... So she may not take it... They may give her a severence (( Where they pay for her living and stuff or some thing like that )) for a few months. Just until she can find a new job. So every morning she had been getting on-line and checking out what new job openings there are out there and aplying to a few. It's all very depressing... I'm just scared of what may happen to all of us...

Death -- So the kids name way Kyle Jones. He was my friend, Karl's, brother... Karl's not like my best friend or anything, he was just in my Career Pathways class and we would talk alot there. He's such a sweet guy. He never said any thing bad about any one, and was always being so positive... That's why I hate it so much that he has to go through all of this. HIs brother, Kyle, was always getting picked on. And I guess it finally just built up enough that he just snapped. And did one of the worst things you could posibly do... He took his own life. He shot himself in the head yesterday morning around 7 AM or so. Another student found him dead in the car. I don't know who found him, they won't say. They won't say anything fucking damn it!! Yesterday when the police came, they put us all on lock down with out telling us why. So every one was flipping out thinking it was another shoot out, like at Columbine. They wouldn't even tell us what was going on, all they would say was there was an 'accident' in the upper parking lot, and they would release why later. They never really did, or so I heard any ways. It was all just to much for me so I called my mom from Sam's phone and she took me home. Well actually, she took me to the hospital with Christopher to get his hand looked at. I was just so sad, I didn't really talk much. And now I'm trying so hard not to get my friends sad or worried also. I hate this so much! I just don't know what to do! Gah...

I guess I'll stop now, since this is just such a damn long post. I'll talk to you guys later I hope...

Bye all...

~Reno~
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