Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Wet cement... Must resist temptaion... @_@...
Time: 5:04 pm - 5:38 pm

Mood: I wash all hyper, then I wasn't, then I wash again o-O and now it's kinda gone XD

Eating: Chicken Ramen n.n!

Post: FUCK IT! -runs out side-

-comes back- It already dried mostly, so it won't work --; Damn it... Oh well, I bet you anything my ones back in Reno in front of my old house are still there n.n; Heh {Another reason to move back there in a couple years, Henry =o} Oh yes, me and Henry decided to move back to my old house in Reno since it's so totally awesome! -cough, cough- You guys dun care, so I'll get on with it... o-o

Now then, sorry I couldn't post yesterday, like I said I would. Major cleaning was being done because the loan lady was coming by to look at the house so we can get a bit more money. We barely have anythig right now x.x; Dad spent it all... Okay, so besides the cleaning, yesterday wasn't the best of days... x.o;

First, I go to biology and Mr. Campbell was in a bad mood to begin with. And our class never shuts up, so he finally flipped and started yelling at us. Eyes bulged out and everything. Then music was okay, didn't do much. English we had to watch this horrible movie called The Power of One, or some thing like that. It deals with rasism in South Africa in the 30's... I think it was the 30's, I'm prolly wrong, though. Anyways. So it's about this cute little british kid who has to go away to bording school with all these german kids during the times of hitler and shit because his mother is insane, his father died thee weeks before he was born, and his grandfather lives in the outback of Australia or some shit. But here's just a list of some of the scenes...

1) PK {That's the kids name} gets pee'd on by these three older kids.
2) He gets spit on by one of them.
3) He has a pet chicken, and they hang it up and kill it right in front of his while they punch him in the nose and wipe his blood over his arm.
4) They hang him up by his ankle and throw sharp rocks at him and you see how he is bleeding and shit. THE KID IS ONLY SEVEN YEARS OLD!!
5) His mother dies while he is gone in bording school, so he has to lie with his grandfather who hates kids and sends him to live with one of his friends who gets captured and put in jail.

And that's where we ended for the bell... We have to watch more tomorrow... Not looking foward to that. Alli and Amanda said they left because it was just too much for them. {They have the class before Brittany, Ash, Fed Ex (Aka - Holly) and I, so we know what to expect.} Yeah, so that wasn't fun. Then Mrs. Ballard, my geometry teacher, decides she wants a new rule, that she won't start class untill everyone is there and she will be counting minutes for people who are late for all of us to stay after. {So if one kid is ten minutes late, that's how long we ALL have to stay after for... --;}

-sighs- I know, I'm being negative and shit. I'm sory. But there's just one more thing. {Besides dad yelling at me for 5 hours when I got home to clean this, or that.} I guess Henry thought I was kidding Monday night when I told him I was bi. So when I wrote him a note to say I was sorry for not telling him or some thing, he flipped...

Oh yeah, and in case you didn't figure it out from my last post. Yes. I am bisexual. o-o; I didn't think it would be too shocking to every one I've told so far. But I guess it is. I must hide it well, or some thing XD Anyways, so he said it was like -gets her note and quotes it-

"... That was like a 18-wheeler slamming into me. First it was shock. I thought you we're just being cute with your John-John. Now I see that your... Not."

Yeah... So that made me feel like shit... He was dissapointed I hadn't told him sooner. And I still hate myself for that fact. It's just not the easiest thing to slip into a conversation, though. You can't just go.

"Oh hi baby! -smiles- And how was your day? Oh, by the way. I like both guys AND girls. -kiss-"

XD Of coarse that's some thing Dante or John would want me to say, but I'm just not like that. I was actually gonna have John John tell him for me, and he was gonna be all...

"Bri's Bi. >-> Have a cookie."

XD!!!

Yeah, so that wasn't good. And after school we got into this thing where he didn't belive that I really am. He stated questioning me, and saying "I must not be bi because 'so-and-so says or does this' so you must just be lying." Yeah... So I opened up and told him some thing that was eating away at me inside, and he shoots me down. I was so scared to even tell him in the first place, I thought he would just up and leave me... I was shaking so baddly when he found out by himself on the ftj. {Face the Jury.}

-sighs again- So now I'm just dragging on about shit you guys dun even care about, so here's today.

It was a HELL of a lot better than yesterday.

-bows-

XD Bye ya'll!

-Reno-
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