Tuesday, November 13, 2007

   HI EVERYBODY!!! ^o^
It's been a loooong time since my last post.... so many things had happened since then; I've got married, moved out from my parents house, got a new job...
I'm not a good person to deal with new things in life, so sometimes I feel like I caught up in the middle of nowhere (a.k.a. lost...) and just broke down to cry... yeah, you'll think I'm kinda like a cry-baby girl... at least that was what my husband thought of me at the first time we stepped into our first days of marriage... but he is a great guy; he's younger than me but he's much more mature and wiser (lucky me :D
On the first month of our marriage, I've resigned from my old job and became a stayed-home housewife, therefore I've got a lot of spare time to do what I like... at least that what I thought at the first time, but NOOOOO... since we've moved in to the new house, I've got soooo many works to do... arranged the bedroom, cleaned the bathroom, did the laundry, arranged the garden (why the heck did I have to do the garden job??? I didn't ask for a garden when we bought the house!!!!) and many more... I kinda exhausted with all the works at first, but then I became used to it and enjoyed it all... and I still had a spare time to watch anime. Since I fully stayed home, I watched full episode of Blood+, Fate/Stay Night, Kamichu!, Honey and Clover, Tsubasa Chronicle, Saiunkoku Monogatari (but not finished yet...), Prince of Tennis (not finished too...) and Ranma 1/2 (also not finished...). I loved watching Ranma, it's hilarious and funny... I loved when Ranma being beat up by Akane for her irrational jealousy (kinda reminded me of myself to my husband ;"> ...) or to see Ryoga being unbelievably lost in anywhere he goes... not to mention his cunning way of being around Akane and disguised himself as the 'cute' P-chan....
Last month, I've got a new job... and I've got my own computer at the office!!! ^O^ so happy... so I began to come back to my old hobbies: making wallpaper and card... (there's only one thing: I don't have any internet connection yet, since I'm a new guy at the office...) well that's fine; my co-worker (she's a librarian in my office...) is kind enough to let me borrow her internet once in a while...
And, oh! I found a hilarious avatar of P.O.T ^o^ :

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Friday, June 1, 2007

   It's been a while...
It's have been more than two weeks since my last posts... well, many things happened and those kinda like out of my control...
I was thinking of changing my job, but in reality it wasn't as easy as I thought. I had to face a 'not-too-nice' disapproval and criticism from 'so-called' manager and supervisor. Not only that, I too had to face my co-workers since they seemed not having a good intention to help me at all... They did talk nice, said that they would support me no matter what, but I think those were all just for 'pretending good manners'... the fact is, they're afraid of loosing their job. If they support me, they're afraid of being suspended or accused of having a conspiration. Well, how can I blame them... V_V"
An unexpected disapproval also come from my boyfriend... I can't believe that he's too not supporting my intention to look for other better job!!! >_<" This is the first time ever I felt of hating him so much for not being encouraging as usual... When I asked him why he sounded so objected of my decision, he said that he did that for my sake... He said he just wanted to protect me for he knew that I'm a little bit uneasy of dealing with new job and stuff like that. How many times do I have to tell people that I can be independent?!?! Yes I am a little bit uneasy of facing my future, but that doesn't mean I can't deal with it, does it???? Until when do I still have to be protected and treated like a vulverable piece of China???? I don't mind if I have to crash and burn to build my future, at least I build it with my own two hands!!!! Well, for short, I had a fight with my boyfriend and we've not been speaking to each other since, well, last night...
And then, last month was a commemoration of my grandfather's pass away. It's hard to believe it's been four years... it feels like he's still with us. But on May 29, my eldest uncle passed away. It was like huge stroke to our family, since he was the wisest and nobleman in the family after my late Grandpa. My dad cried; my mom cried; my auntie... well I just could not imagine how devastated she were... All of my cousins broke down and cried of loosing their beloved father, even I felt so crushed down...
My uncle was a very nice person. He was a pediatrician, and he was the one who took care of my health since I was a baby until... well, now... (although I'm not a child anymore, he kept insisting to examine me everytime I got ill :D...) He worked at one of the most famous and respected hospital in my hometown, and was the most favorite pediatrician of all for his well educated, friendly, and fatherhood works. Now, we are missing him... But despite of that, we feel a bit contented that indefinitely he was released from all those suffering and endurance illness that overwhelmed him all this time. Although I'm sad, I believe he's now in a better place. I do believe that one of Heaven's Angel is now come home...
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

   I UP-DATED MY SITE.... YAAAY!!! ^o^
After a long way of learning on how to embed these and those to the site, finally I found my site just the way I wanted to be... wellllll, not quite perfect, though, I think I still need a lot of learning to do... but, hey, all of the hard works are paid up!! ^__^
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Monday, May 14, 2007

   hmm... it's not 100 yet...
I feel terrible... it turned out that my walls hasn't reached 100 yet... V_V"
Thanks to my sillyness, I accidentally uploaded 3 walls twice... 'duh.... so I guess I should postponed my celebration of 100th wallpaper...
Anyway, I'm starting to learn on making animation. My first creation is that Rin with the sexy look ^O^ it's not good enough yet, I do believe I still have a long way to learn, but I will make it...
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Thursday, May 10, 2007

   Celebrating my 100th wallpaper!! \(^O^)/
Today, I posted my 100th wallpaper... YAY~~~!!!! I'm so happy...
I loved all time I had when I made them... while working on them, sometimes I put on my mp3 player and heard all the soundtracks of my favorite animes... sometimes when I was working on furuba wallpapers, the player played the furuba soundtracks (of course sometimes I 'cheated' by switching the songs, he he ^o^) well, it was nice working on furuba walls while hearing "For Fruits Basket", you know...?
I finished the 100th wallpaper exactly on my birthday ^O^ so it was like a birthday present for me...
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Monday, April 30, 2007

   Yaaayy!! My 100th e-Cards!!! \(^o^)/
Finally, my cards have reached a number of 100... wow!!! For me, it's amazing... but if I'm asked which one is my favorite, I can't tell... I love all of them, of course!! ^_^
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Friday, April 27, 2007

   My Apologize....
dear friends....
i just learnt from PhoenixClawth that the basic picture i took for naruto and hinata wall is a fan art. i'm so sorry, i didn't know it. i found the picture at photobucket.com (in which i am the member of it too). since that could be a problem, i will take the wallpaper down. i will take it down on my birthday, about 2 weeks from now (consider it as 2 weeks notice...)
For the person who create the art, i deeply apologize. i will be careful with my work next time, and i will check all the copyrighted images before i use them for the wallpaper. i didn't mean any harm or harrassment, in wallpaper case i just love to see naruto and hinata together.
thanks for your attention, take care.
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   I'm So Mad!!! >_
A person in my office was messing around with me today... he told me that he wouldn't paid for the work I'd done and it made me furious!!! >o<"
He said that the reason why he wouldn't paid me because he didn't have me in his paid worker list... 'duh...
I already had the work done, and now he refused to pay me???? HOW CRUEL!!!! Well, one thing for sure, I'm not working for him anymore... if he wants me to work for him, I shall tell him to bend on his knees first :P

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

   Please be careful....
A dear friend of mine was hospitalized last week... she's got an accident at her own house. One night, she intended to make some hot tea, so she boiled water in a cattle... but when she tried to turn the stove on, it blew dan left her with burning on all over her body...
I could never imagine how shocked she was, and how painful to endure so much burning wound on her face, her chest, and arms... when I visited her at the hospital, she cried and made me cried too...
She had a surgery yesterday, and thanks God it worked... the doctor said, although it would leave her a few marks, she will be okay...
So for you guys who like to cook or do anything with stove, please be careful, 'K? Make sure that your stove is in good shape and condition.
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Monday, April 16, 2007

   I'm not stupid...
A school girl called me a 'stupid girl' yesterday, just because I was purchasing a manga at the bookstore... I was sooooo mad and furious, not because the way she said it, but because she was also purchasing the same manga... WHAT THE HELL...?!?!?!?!
She was just about 16-17 years of age (I was that young once, but I wouldn't have said something rude to a person as old as I am now..) and she was like looking down on me... well, for your information, Missy, this stupid girl has a bachelor degree at science and buys comic with her own salary (while you would probably buy comic with your allowance given by mommy...)
The ironic was, the school girl wore my former high school uniform, so technically I was her 'senpai'... (of course she wouldn't had known that I was her senior, though...) As far as I can remember, my former high school is straight on the manners education, then why did she talk like she doesn't even have any manners at all???
I didn't ask for any respection, but at least she wouldn't had to say something like that (I HATE WHEN PEOPLE CALLING ME STUPID!!!! >_<;)
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