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Birthday
• 1976-05-09
Gender
• Female
Location
• I've decided to go invicible from this moment on...
Member Since
• 2006-11-13
Real Name
• Nina

Personal

Achievements
• Yesss, finally..... POSTED MY 100TH E-CARD AND WALLPAPER!!! ^o^
Anime Fan Since
• Has anybody seen 'Candy Candy'? That was my first anime...
Favorite Anime
• Fruits Basket, Inuyasha, Rurouni Kenshin, Prince of Tennis, Meitantei Conan, Gakuen Heaven, Pretear, Ranma 1/2, Blood+, Saiunkoku Monogatari, Kamichu, Fate/Stay Night
Goals
• I FINALLY GOT MARRIED!!! (^o^) both online and in my real life...
Hobbies
• Reading, Surfing Internets, Designing, Collecting Manga (yeah, I'm the worst ^o^...)
Talents
• I'm a quick learner... and, oh, I can curl my tongue (well, could it be considered as 'talent'...???)

myOtaku.com: nekotonezumi

Friday, June 1, 2007

It's been a while...
It's have been more than two weeks since my last posts... well, many things happened and those kinda like out of my control...
I was thinking of changing my job, but in reality it wasn't as easy as I thought. I had to face a 'not-too-nice' disapproval and criticism from 'so-called' manager and supervisor. Not only that, I too had to face my co-workers since they seemed not having a good intention to help me at all... They did talk nice, said that they would support me no matter what, but I think those were all just for 'pretending good manners'... the fact is, they're afraid of loosing their job. If they support me, they're afraid of being suspended or accused of having a conspiration. Well, how can I blame them... V_V"
An unexpected disapproval also come from my boyfriend... I can't believe that he's too not supporting my intention to look for other better job!!! >_<" This is the first time ever I felt of hating him so much for not being encouraging as usual... When I asked him why he sounded so objected of my decision, he said that he did that for my sake... He said he just wanted to protect me for he knew that I'm a little bit uneasy of dealing with new job and stuff like that. How many times do I have to tell people that I can be independent?!?! Yes I am a little bit uneasy of facing my future, but that doesn't mean I can't deal with it, does it???? Until when do I still have to be protected and treated like a vulverable piece of China???? I don't mind if I have to crash and burn to build my future, at least I build it with my own two hands!!!! Well, for short, I had a fight with my boyfriend and we've not been speaking to each other since, well, last night...
And then, last month was a commemoration of my grandfather's pass away. It's hard to believe it's been four years... it feels like he's still with us. But on May 29, my eldest uncle passed away. It was like huge stroke to our family, since he was the wisest and nobleman in the family after my late Grandpa. My dad cried; my mom cried; my auntie... well I just could not imagine how devastated she were... All of my cousins broke down and cried of loosing their beloved father, even I felt so crushed down...
My uncle was a very nice person. He was a pediatrician, and he was the one who took care of my health since I was a baby until... well, now... (although I'm not a child anymore, he kept insisting to examine me everytime I got ill :D...) He worked at one of the most famous and respected hospital in my hometown, and was the most favorite pediatrician of all for his well educated, friendly, and fatherhood works. Now, we are missing him... But despite of that, we feel a bit contented that indefinitely he was released from all those suffering and endurance illness that overwhelmed him all this time. Although I'm sad, I believe he's now in a better place. I do believe that one of Heaven's Angel is now come home...
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