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Birthday
• 1991-06-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• unwanted in heaven. forgotten in hell as well on earth
Member Since
• 2006-05-09
Occupation
• freelance artist
Real Name
• SHIT STAIN

Personal

Achievements
• living in my apartment with my bf
Anime Fan Since
• i dont remember
Favorite Anime
• chobits, hellsing, trinity blood, elfenlied, ah my goddess,
Goals
• to be a cartoonist
Hobbies
• studding my jackets, painting, drawing sewing
Talents
• drawing and expressing myself..i guess

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Friday, August 29, 2008

I say I love the dark
I love to be alone
But what's really in the dark
You now we'll never really know
Cause once you turn on the light
It’s not dark anymore.

I feel things crawling on me
I see faces that aren’t there
I hear voices calling to me
“Please some one help me
Isn’t anybody there?”
They say “ come and be with us”
Don’t you like the dark they say?
Is it just my mind playing tricks on me?
Or are they really there.

I can't stand it when they call to me
I don't want to be with them
Someone take me out of the dark
I hope this is all just pretend
The darkness wraps around me
Making my screams muffled
It’s like the darkness is a person
Giving me a kiss
Yet it's lips are so very cold.

I think I’m going crazy
I can't take it anymore
I run to the door and turn on the light
The darkness is no more
The faces are all gone
The voices are all mute
Those cold lips can't kiss me anymore
The light has over come the dark.

I feel the warmth come back
I don't love the dark any longer
I can't stand to be alone
But the light is now on
So what's really in the dark?
I guess we'll never know.

things went down since the bad has come back to me, now im feeling bummed-out now.....

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Don't act goth" you yell at me.
"That's not the way you want to be"

But what if it is I think I like it.
I don't care even if you hate it.

I am who I am and I always will be.
I like the way I am. Why can't you see?

You think yellin will make it go away?
That only makes me want it to stay.

You think I am wrong and you are right.
You want me to change, to "see the light"

I will not do that I will not change.
My life is mine, not yours to rearange.

I love the dark and hate the light.
I don't care if it's wrong or right.

I hope one day that you will see
this isn't a phase. I'm being me.

You can hate me I really don't mind.
Just remember it isn't very kind.

You want me out of your life. Done.
But remember you are doing this, you are the one

who tried to change my life and me.
Tried to turn me into something I didn't want to be.

One day you'll look back and finally know
this was teh way I had to go.

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

oh man its been a fuckin while!!!
i thought i was never gonna update!!!well now that im back, ill tell you that things gotten bad at first, until things gotten alot better.
but what sucked was that the things that changed were one of my friends. my friend who claims to be my "blood-sister" is so sad lately.
she is ass-hurt because she is thinking negative like nobody loves her and all that. i feel bad for her man.i havent seen her since me and my boyfriend gotten back together. my sister dont give a shit, which makes me upset.

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

i finally realized hw fuckin lame my site is.
:/

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

oh yeah!!
i had a good new years eve!!!
there was this carnival with different rides, so me and some friends got hyper. on almost all the rides we were screaming, and flipping people off as we were spinning on one of the rides.
i was being such a idiot that whole time, until i found my boyfriend.
so yeah i went home with him, and there was some of his friends sitting in his room. some where around eleven thirty we all got blazed out of our minds, and that was the last time ill ever be blazed for 2007.
it was so fun (i had alot of fun with my boyfriend.....if you know what i mean that is(0_<).
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Saturday, December 29, 2007

i have a feeling that year 2008 is gonna be a real shitty year.
idk why, but it just feels that way.
i think that its just sickness thats been hurting me during this year, nothing but doubt, sadness, fear,and being paranoid.(this is all my fault if thats what your thinking).

ha but right now my chest hurts from eating almost a whole large pizza from last night. i think i have heart burn. fuck idk
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Monday, December 24, 2007

hey pplz!!! last night i didnt remember anything i did or what happend.right now im hungry.
(*bites a piece of cardboard*)
what i remember was that i was getting blazed with sum friends and all i remember was crying a few hours later. i was pretty scared because i was ready to commit suicide!!! then i realized i took too much so i ended up passing out. lol
yeah im alright now. i should feel happy because its
tomorrow is Christmas.
one thing i know thats gonna suck, is when th family starts to arguing after the christmas party is over. damn, family just hates each other i swear.

you wanted to be a big rock star
with lots of money and fancy cars
so you could put a gun to your head
pull the trigger you're better off dead
cause you lie lie
your life's a big lie
then you try try
you know you never tried
and then you cry cry
you say you wanna die
well i say die die
and check yourself in at
the motel killafornia

you needed someone to hold your hand
you needed someone to understand
i only understand one thing
you are nothing but a weak human being
because you lie lie
your life's a big lie
then you try try
you know you never tried
and then you cry cry
you say you wanna die
well i say die die
check yourself in at
the motel killafornia

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Voices in your head
wont go away
dont question it
and do what they say
Just take a rope
tie it around their throat
tie it to the bumper of your car
and green light go.

And all this energey
is seeping threw the cracks
all they let us see neon black.

Throw em on a hook
a let em drip dry
Make it last 3 painful weeks
before they die.

And all this energey
is seeping threw the cracks
all they let us see neon black.

And all this energey
is seeping threw the cracks
all they let us see neon black.

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Thursday, December 20, 2007

wats upp?

today ended pretty well....at last it didnt succ!!!
^_^ Im so happy!!!!
what happened today had me worried.after school my cousin came up to me and told me that my boyfriend was in the hospital, and his mom asked me if i go visit him. So I got scared and agreed to visit him.
by th time we got there i hugged him, and he told me how he got in the hospital. he said, "yeah the story goes like this
Yesterday i was sitting in my room
till a cat jumps in my window
I tried to shoo it out
then thats when it jumped at me
I stumbled back and tripped on sum cords
I hit my head on my stereo and i think i knocked myself out for a bit
when i got up i noticed that I was bleeding also my head hurt and my glasses were broken
I cleaned it up and that was that

Today however i ended up with a headache but still went to skewl
During P.E. i started to notice i wasnt feeling so good but i kept playing
Once class was over i started feeling dizzy and tired
I walked to my next class then i ended up collapsing and had to go to the hospital.
Im good now but still kinda fell like shit."

i kinda laughed and said, "OH you poor thing"

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Sunday, December 9, 2007

SHIT.
I'm So Blazed right now!!!!
i was watching super troopers and was totally tripping at the part where they say "Littering and"
man that scared the fuckin shit outta me!!!
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Saturday, November 24, 2007

im pretty bored right now
damn man i woke up this morning with a bad headache
and was freezing.As i was getting up i looked around and said"where the fuck am I?" i didnt remember what i did yesterday or what i was gonna do.until finally
i remembered i went to see my boyfreind and to get away and avoid another family feud.
i just lied in my b-friend's room and just passed out.
so yeah im just sitting here with a bad headache.
i think im gonna do sumthin later with my b-friends family later on today.
i need to check on the plans for today.

(its nuthin much, but ill come up with better updates)

Desperate Hell

"Loneliness is to live in a world with no one there
You fall on your knees in prayer, asking God for rescue
No one there, I shall die as my years drag by
Oh why? why me Lord?

I hear the ratters of tatters of home
Kick over the buckets of the wells run dry
I can't see but I don't care
Nothing is the best gift you can find

On my past suffering, the voices at last smothering
To hell with your excuses, what do you know of desperation
You people never feel the pain, of dark eyed angels in a desperate hell

Thrown over the edge, my eyes are dry
I sit in the darkness of my own device
And search my soul for a paradise

Eat my flesh and drink my blood
Tomorrow I'll be crucified
Eat my flesh and drink my blood
Tomorrow I'll cry
Tomorrow I'll die
....
Peru Resh
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