Birthday 1991-06-07 Gender
Female Location unwanted in heaven. forgotten in hell as well on earth Member Since 2006-05-09 Occupation freelance artist Real Name SHIT STAIN
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Achievements living in my apartment with my bf Anime Fan Since i dont remember Favorite Anime chobits, hellsing, trinity blood, elfenlied, ah my goddess, Goals to be a cartoonist Hobbies studding my jackets, painting, drawing sewing Talents drawing and expressing myself..i guess
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Alright I havent really been doin much all day!!
School is fuckin boring and most of all i dont have plans when i get home!!! T-T I dont wanna waste the rest of my day finishing my poetry!!!
im really bummed and being a little bitch all day
And alll of my friends ditched me AGAIN!!! >.<
making me really mad!!!!AARRGGGHHH!!!
*turning psycho but hits myself across the face*
AWAKE AGAIN
I CLOSE MY EYES AND I TRY TO DREAM
BUT FIND MYSELF UNABLE IT SEEMS
TO SHUT THEM TIGHT ENOUGH TO BLOCK
THOUGHTS OF YOU, SO NOW MY CLOCK
READS EARLIER RATHER THATN LATE
AND IM FORCED TO DEBATE
TO SHUT MY IMAGES OF YOU
AND ALLOW MY BODY TO DO
WHAT IT NEEDS SO VERY MUCH
WHICH IS TO SLEEPBUT STILL I CLUTCH
ONTO MY HEART AND SAY GOOD NIGHT Comments (0) |
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YOU HATE ME BECAUSE OF YOUR PAST
YOU HATE ME BECAUSE OF WHO I'AM
YOU HATE ME FOR MY WORDS
YOU HATE ME FOR MY TOUCH
YOU HATE ME FOR PLEASURE
ABOVE ALL YOU HATE ME FOR MY FEELINGS
YOU HATE EACH WORD
YOU HATE EACH PHRASE
YOU HATE MY VOICE
YOU HATE MY PATIENCE
YOU HATE ME FOR YOUR WILL
YOU HATE ME FOR YOUR FEAR
ABOVE ALL YOU HATE THAT I LOVE YOU
YOU FEAR IT TOO MUCH
YOU FEAR IT WILL TAKE YOU OVER
YOU FEAR YOU WILL LOOSE CONTROL
YOU FEAR YOU COULD LIKE IT
YOU FEAR I WOULD ALWAYS FORGIVE
YOU FEAR I WOULD STAY
ALL ABOVE YOU FEAR YOU COULD LOVE ME
I found this...i didnt write it on my own, but it a pretty good poem don't you agree? v(^0^)v
when i got up this morning i was listening to THE CAUALITIES then after awhile people started to get mad saying i was wasting my day in my room blasting music from THE EXPLOIDED.
i was very thoughtful after i came back home from my boyfriends house.
wondering what the fuck was i gonna do after i graduate after seeing the way and how shitty i lived and im so fed up pf people juding me for stupid shit!!! sometimes i want to shoot myself and end it all. but im not going to go that extreme for no reason, thats why i listen to THE YEAH YEAH YEAHS all the time to clear my head.
got a little messed up during the weekend.
aww what suck was that me my sister and my boyfriend were gonna see Tiger Army and they fuckin didnt make it so they moved the dates til Nov.18!! that sucks and i really wanted to see them!!!(T-T) Comments (0) |
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Thursday, September 27, 2007
THE DREAM
love, if I weep it will not matter
And if you laugh i shall not care
Foolish am I to think about it
But it was good to feel you there
Love, in my sleep I dreamed of waking
White and awful the moonlight reached
over the floor and somewhere, somewhere
There was a shutter loose,-it screeched
swung in the wind,-and nowind blowing
I was afraid, and turned to you
Put out my hand to you for comfort
and you were gone! cold, cold like dew
under my hand the moonlight lay
Love, if you laugh I shall not care
But if I weep, it will not matter
Ah, it is good to feel you there
you got to love them!!!
Heres Sumthin I Fouund Because I'm Bored Comments (0) |
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say hi or die!!!
sorry that i havent poeted anythingexcept some ramdom pic. i been tried of goin to skool and im still a huge dumb-ass. but i say the most retared thing i done this week was getting blazed for the frist time.@_@ Comments (1) |
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