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Thursday, May 26, 2005
The liberation of my soul...
How ironic it is..my soul "liberated" from the shackles of my confinement, yet I feel like such shit. Should liberation not bring happiness and dancing in the streets?
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Perhaps liberate isnt the best word, lets try skullfucked. In case you are wondering what the hell i'm going on about, Nikki broke up with me today. I've seen this coming for quite some time now, actually...and how depressing it was to know there was nothing I could do.
I should be either suicidally depressed or homicidally pissed right now...but I'm not. Its almost a good feeling, knowing that theres nobody left to care about, nothing left to work for. Its like i've finally reached the top of the ladder that is my life...theres nothing left. This is as high as I'll ever get. The path ahead is dark, but theres only 2 options left. Follow the path of darkness, and accept what it has in store for me..or to jump...down, down, down...
But thats what I Get.
Song of the Moment
Marduk - Deathmarch
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