Thursday, March 31, 2005

   yesterday suXord...;-;
yesterday i got my widom teeth removed and i couldnt eat anything b4 the appt. and i was SO hungry! worse then that i couldnt drink anything and im ALWAYS thirsty!!! >< ;-;... but then i looked at the little weird thing taht was feeding the iv and then its just like z_z. i woke up in time for my dad to come bring me out to the car... i felt so weird and tired. he frgt my book in the dr.'s office dam him... and i really wanted that book! >
i kept the ice on my cheeks so i dont have the huge chipmunk cheeks ^^. i tried to read some ranma but i fell asleep so i think ill finish that when im done writing this.

im gonna try to get someone to pick me up negima #5 today so long as it doesnt take them too long cuz i dont get my presents till both parents are home... normally i dont care about that but im really bored and cant do dam near anything right now because of my dam mouth! >
ive been listening to Titan AE soundtrack for so long! >< ^^! hell i woke up this morning and it was playing "not quite paradise" (i think thats the right title *is too lazy to check*) which was a very pleasent way to wake up. after that i went to play super mario world! ^^ the one for SNES where you can play as mario or both mario and luigi on 2player mode ^^! that game never gets old ^^. mario games 0\/\/|\|Z!

oh ya and last night i watched the movie "stand by me" with my dad. GODDESS THAT WAS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!!!!!! *loves*! later im flipping through channels and guess what comes on? iron cheff. i was sitting there like "YOU JACK455!!!!" it was so unfair cuz i wanted that dam food but couldnt eat anything more then a smoothy ;-;. but hey now im up to being able to eat pudding and stuff like that ^^.

well i gtg. i love you all!!!! ^^!!!!

ja matte ne ^^
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   ddr!
HEY! ^^ today i celebrated my b-day with a kick 455 ddr party at scandia ^^! i got beaten up by girls alot ^^. it was so worth it cuz the reason they hit me was because it was their first time and i was starting them off with Love Shine and then they said slower so i did A and then theyre like "TOO SLOW! TOO SLOW!!!!" so im just sitting there like "wait for it...wait for it...." then when it went fast theyre like "HOLY SHIT I HATE YOU!!!!!" ^^ O=) XD! and then when i was playing ddr 2day something scarey happened.... normally i wear pretty tight pants... today (probably because of all the ddr ive been doing) my pants were falling down!!! >< (i told them i didnt need anything ><...meow...>>...) and i got LOTS (and i mean lots) of art supplies!!! ^^ and my friend drew my a picture that im probably gonna try to find a way to post it on here ^^ another friend drew a BEAUTIFUL PICTURE OF ALUCARD!!!! HELLSING!!!!\/\/007!!!! i got a present (cat ears (yay!)) wrapped in a japanese...um... like a bandana i guess? and its just so cool! and it was held together with a bow tie ^^! so i but it on so i became a chipindale(sp?) >>...) but ya so i was doing that and it ws SO FUN!!!!! and i was sitting there playing with cat ears and a bow tie ^^! i looked like such a freak ^^. ya so i had a kick 455 time and now am home! ^^! i got to watch Titan AE when i got home ^^ i love that movie ^^ i know alot of ppl dont like ti but then again i dont care what alot of ppl like ^^. if i did would i walk around with cat ears?

oh the other day i got manga!! ^^ i got King of Hell #4 (bout time >< *has been w8ing for about a year*) and ranma 1/2 #5&6 (love)

sigh... it sux 2maro i have to go get my wisdom teeth removed... ;-; the day b4 my b-day.... how fun... my dad better get me negima #5 for while im on bedrest... and itll be nice if i can get some books for my b-day (will probably bee asleep most of 2maro from the drugs so i will be awake and probably puking from all the blood that will no dout reach my stomache the following day (aka my b-day ><)
OH SHIT!!! i cant eat anything after midnight 2night! its 11:16!!! i need to eat!!! ><

wow i just realized that i never posted this and its been sitting here on my comp for like 2 days....o.o....

ja matte ne ^^;;;
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Sunday, March 27, 2005

   HAPPY EASTER!!!!
happy easter everyone!!!! ^^!!! the easter bunny came to my house and there was candy involved ^^. i dont care about the candy really cuz im not a big sweets fan but there are a few in there i really like ^^. it sucks tho cuz my dads sick... hes like... really sick...

but ya so anyways i gtg i m gonna go watch Ray with my parents.

ja matte ne ^^
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Thursday, March 24, 2005

   Shhhh!
Well I'm in school right now and it's not my free period >>. ^^! I'm not supposed to be online or anything but I told my teacher I was going to go to the library to work on stuff for his class (english) and he believed me even though I really have, more or less, no intent at all of doing any such thing at any time in the near future. ^^! Well today is spanish and I was supposed to go on tuesday but I didn't because I was at the dentist getting a cleaning... *groan at thought*... I hate the dentist... my dentist is really nice and the... are they still called nurses when you're talking about dentists? Oh well, you know what I mean. They are really nice and everything but I HATE people poking around in my mouth and I HATE the sound of the weird metal things scraping against my teath >< *shivers*. I think I may have some sort of weird fear of it subconciously. Whatever.

After that I was leaving and I noticed this car in front of us had a car with something about "black belt" on it and I was jsut like DUDE! It had a phone number and everything so I may be going to tai kwon do on saturday to see if I like it ^^. I dout I'll like it half as much as I love my judo and jujitsu but oh well. It's still worth a shot ^^. Who knows maybe I'll benifit greatly from it ^^. (Hey I can dream! =P ^^).

I had a dream last night where I went to Satori (This years AJJF con) and it was in an old japanese style temple in southern California and I was all in my gi with the cat ears and it was so cool >
I'm sad because Chelsea was sick today...;_;... She's not allowed to be sick!!! I really hope she's ok... I dont know anything when it comes to health really but I think she had a bad fever... goddess I hope she's alright!!! >
I need to go check some of my friends otaku sites because I haven't had time in a while and I'm worrying about them >
Ja matte ne^^
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Monday, March 21, 2005

   hear ye! hear ye!
i have good news and of coarse bad news but id like to focus on the good new and the briter sides of the bad news. dont complain unless you want another 10 year long rant...

ok well at judo cami broke up with her bf and it was a mutual agreement to break up so they are both still good friends, cami isnt sad, i saw cami's eyes sparkle with a smile (a beautiful site that is almost never seen anymore), and she was nice to me! ^^. also rachel got her green belt!!! ^^ yay! go rachel!!! j00 0\/\/|\|Z! (and of course the bad news...) but alas she was green for a night as i wont see her again for a very long time ;_;... but! 1) green looked really good on her, 2) shell come back eventually, and 3) we still have yahoo ^^! also she finally kicked my ass at mat waza! ^^! i really was hoping she would ^^ i didnt want to insult her by letting her win but i did want her to finally beat my 455 ^^. also i got to go up against one of the n00bs i am not trying to justify my loss but seriously i wasnt feeling the best that class (heck i havent been feeling good with anything i do l8ly, maybe im getting sick?) but yes i admit i lost 2/3 times. it would have been less but i had a hold on him but i hate to win using that so i tried to change and he got me there. oh well. also im working really hard to test on april 1st ^^! i will not be ready be this fri. but i am trying to get everything i can down really well and then fri. and sat. i am gonna try and learn everything i can to be able to test on april fool's (if im not in too much pain from getting my wisdom teeth removed 2 days b4).

ok what else is there to say... oh! i get to go to a ddr party on mon of break and the next day (if my dad can get everything worked out) ill have a ddr party at scandia or q-zar or someplace with a set of ddr pads and hopefully more then one machine ^^. he said he'd call today and check out what kinda stuff they have (bet he doesn't...). but ya this will be so fun! ^^ and there shouldnt be any jc on break week so ill have all that time free to ddr and practice judo to my hearts content ^^!!!! yay!!! oh! i got all of fuburu! (is that how you spell it?) im a newly made fan and yes ill admit im still a n00b to it seeing as ive only seen the first ep and dont have the money as of yet to buy manga *weeps* but oh well ill probably watch a bit tonight ^^ oh and im only missing ep 12 of gravitation ^^ (only seen the first ep of that too >>... but hey i read and own the first 3 manga so =P ^^). w8 there are only 13 eps of gravitation right? *hopes he didnt miss count*. i want to see advent children so bad!!!!! *grrishness* its out in japan and not america and is taunting me!! ><

O.O!!!! wo!!! i just erased all of this message by hitting a wrong button!!! oh well thats what ctrl+z is for ^-~ it saves me life ^^. i need to go soon...

cat wasnt at school 2day... i wonder why? is she sick? shed better not be skipping school or be sick. shes not allowed to do either! its only ok if shes sick *cough cough wink wink* style not sick *cough cough weeze weeze x.x* style. ^^.

well its 2:06+some amount of seconds that i dont care about and school gets out at 2:15 so i should be going now. i think ill leave you with a quote from mike on one of the hybrid theory-EP songs ^^.

"o/'Try to fly with the wings I gave you,
Try to do what you believe and I'll save you o/'"

anyone know what song thats from? ^^

ja matte ne ^^
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Friday, March 18, 2005

live long and prosper (did i even spell that right?!?!?)
ok well no one seems to be around on the net anymore besides my friends here. i feel so loneyly ;_;. i think i need a hug! ;_;

anyways so plz ignore the message about things that ive been doing i was not all weird that night... basicly dont read it and if you already have read it then frgt you read it ^^. i would erase it or edit the things i dont want out but im too lazy...>>...

so ya... judo 2night... yay... i go to judo l8ly and i feel like my sacred haven is being invaded by ppl who should be in karate! (judo and karate dont match) judo beats the shit out of ppl (when they attack first usually) and karate beats the shit out of boards and bricks... see what im saying? but like my closest friend there, cami-chan, is being all mean to me (she is always mean to me when she has a bf but nice to me when shes single...) and its really pissing me off. but alas! i shall grin and bear for i will be the one to reach my jr. rank black belt (i hope)!!! and we are getting all these n00bs in the dojo which is nice (i get to practice my teaching skillz) but when i try and teach them stuff they arent paying attention. *quotes chester from LP: "o/'SHUT UP WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU!!!! o/'" ^^*. but ya so im trying to teach them something and theyre like "well wouldnt this be more effective?" "yes that would be more effective if you dont mind going to jail!" im trying to teach them gentle stuff that wont kill ppl and isnt that mean (they arent good enough for the mean stuff yet) and all they care about is hurting ppl! theyre freaking 455|-|0135!!! and on top of everything else my friend rachel is leaving! ;_;! she is moving to NY and leaving me with all those baka. she was the only other blue belt in the class and as such the only one i could practice with easily and well. cami-chan is almost blue but i cant work with her. she has a really weak neck so the slightest pressure on the neck puts her in LOTS of pain so i cant do chokes and she wont throw me for goddess knows why so i cant practice my falls and see how the throw looks from the uke's perspective (lots of ppl dont like to get thrown but i find that it helps me perfect my throw. go figure.) so then theres james (evil green belt whos a complete asshole) who treats everyone like dirt and is now going after a girl i like (yuki-chan, the uber cute japanese exchange student) which means basicly nothing to me except that now both him and her are taking up mat spance rather then working! if they want to be all over eachother then go in the freaking bathroom like he did cami! sensei seems annoyed with me for some reason. dont know why. basicly everything about judo is going downhill so fast i cant think and i dont no what to do! if i try and make myself cold to get passed it then no one will leave me the hell alone because they think that im sad or mad at them! that may be true in some cases but if i wanted to talk id confront them! i mean i dont mind that they care, but when i tell them i dont want to talk about it or that nothings wrong then that means drop it!i only have a few select friends that im willing to EVER confide in and i dont even confide in them all that much (if i can help it) but omg!

anyways im done whining. thats a whole hell of alot of ranting *scrolls up....wow....O.O...* oh well im gonna go and.... w8... ive got nothing to do! what should i do? i just noticed that while im here at the library now. im sitting right next to the martial arts books. ^^. they have a few judo books. ^^ now i will depart and leave you with a nice quote ^^ feel free to guess what its from ^^.

ja matte ne ^^

"'yes i eventually had to go down to the cellar.'
'thats the display department!'
'with a torch...'
'the lights had... probabaly gone...'
'so had the stairs...'
'well you found them didnt you!'
'ya, i found them at the bottom of a locked filing cabnit in a disused lavatory with a sign on the door saying 'beware of the leopard'. have you ever considered going into advertising?'"

that was from memory i hope i got it right ^^;;
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   innocence

A:

Your Beauty lies
in Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You most
likely look far younger than
you are and your smile would brighten up anyone's
day. Seen as naive and
sheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for
the most part, it's simply your
reputation preceding you. You are most likely
rather aware of the realities of
life. You are extremely good natured and
trustworthy. By the same token, you are
a bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest
and open as you. You might
seem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies,
and things most might deem
you "too old for". But this doesn't
bother you. You enjoy your youth and are
going to make it last. After all you are only as
old as you feel.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:
White, Pink, Pastels Song:
Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
Expression: Innocent Smile

Gemstone:
Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn
Planet:
Moon Hair Color: White Eye Color:
Silver

Quote: "A
stranger is just a friend you haven't met
yet."

Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
brought to you by Quizilla

woo-cha! ^^

btw i will refrain from commenting on the girly behavior part... >>...
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   um....good or bad?
well i had the meeting with everyone today... my alg. teach is gonna teach me geo... i dont care for this because it means ill still have to do work... but oh well at least i might actually begin to learn something... then hopefully ill be good enough with it to be able to take the whole year of geo in summerschool. that is assuming i dont get kicked out/held back. counsoler(sp?) told my dad one more f-up in her class and im out... basts.... i will hire a ninj4 to sneak into their house while they sleep and take out a sword and rise above the person in the darkness *pictures the classic about to kill a person while they sleep pose in manga style art* and then stab the sword into the bed (note that the sword is worthless its so low quality) and leave a note that says "woo-cha kiss me irish 455 you baka!" so that way when they wake up its like "OMG!" and they cant even sell the sword ^^.

w8.... y did i want to do this again? o.o?

ja matte ne ^^
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stuff
well so i havent posted in a little while so i thought id fill you in:

1) my friend thinks its dangerous for me to want to meet up with michelle this summer because ive never met her b4 but have talked to her for over 3 years and have countless pictures of her... i mean i appriciate my friends concern, dont get me wrong, im really really grateful that she cares about me this much but its still not changing my decision. im gonna give it my all to meet up with her this summer.

2) i found out theres somethign michelle hasnt told me. denice (my olny friend that nos michelle) told me there was something michelle was gonna tell me but obviously hasnt yet so she wasnt about to tell me. i of course was very worried at first because michelle tells me everything at least as far as i no. nothing ive asked her that shes kept a secret. but denice later said it was a good thing but that michelle was ashamed to tell me...dont no y... i still dont even no what it is....-.-...

3) i got an in school suspention from math for 2day and thur. fun for me during math. not fun for me 2maro when my dad talks to my teacher... but hey i get to listen to music and read and stuff all period ^^.

4) i need to finish eating dinner quite badly....

5) i LOVE catalyst! ^^ so good!

6) somehow im always busy so i dont have time to read most of my manga yet still am able to fail classes... wtf???

7) mr. paulson (science) is ready to give me a refferal next time i get out of my seat (im not even liek most of the other kids who are overly obnoxious and do it just to piss him off! i do it so that i dont have to be around those kids and can instead be around kids i like and thus have a nicer working environment....or....something like that..... >>)

8) getting really hungry....

9) dont no if i mentioned this b4 but a dude thought i was a girl!!! i really feel like i should take this as an insult and i do but in the back of my head im sitting there sreaming "YAY! WOO-CHA! WOOHOO! YATA! YIPEE!!! ETC.!!!"

10) im having a problem with getting crushes... i mean i want someone i can touch and feel and tell them i love them and have them tell me back so i can hear their voice like angels singing and be able to gaze into the depths of their beautiful, beautiful soul through the eyes that i love so much and-....ok stopping now... i hate it when i get like that... sry... ^^;;; but ya... i dont no what im gonna do.... esp. cuz lots of my new crushes i cant do that with anyways so its not working >< but w/e until further notice im still not buging from my standpoint. besides i would still like to remain pure for as long as i can...

11) i cant believe that cami-cahn thinks if i went to school i would hit her just like all her other friends.... i mean goddess... i dont hit anyone at all! not even playfully! if im gonna play like that i do locks and holds because those i can do without accidently hurting the person and wile not leaving bruses or anything like that. and on top of all that i would never, NEVER hit a girl! (this is of course because i no that they can kick my ass...with ease...)but i mean i really thought besides michelle and maybe Rakuda she was the one girl who really new me and could understand how i really think and everything... i cant believe shed think that of me...;_;

12) ok im really getting hungry now *attacks food!*

ja matte ne ^^v
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   laughing
well i went to spanish 2day and did my skit thing... it was actually quite good... one problem... you see i new (let me repeat: I NEW!) that there was gonna be a problem.... which was of course gonna be with me... and there of course was... my problem was that i laughed.... and couldnt stop. im sitting there and this dude were doing this with, Paco, is doing perfect spanish util he says vacation with perfect american accent... someone makes a spanglish comment... i laugh... not too badly... i read my next line with correctly and some dude thinks i said novia instead of novia, so everyone thinks my bf broke up with me instead of gf.... and then i laugh....long and hard... and cant stop.... this is right b4 the most dramatic and sad line in the whole skit.... now say it with me... I-AM-f****D.so now ive been nicknamed giggles by half the girls in the class... sigh... hope i at least got a good grade.

ja matte ne ^^
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