Wednesday, March 16, 2005

stuff
well so i havent posted in a little while so i thought id fill you in:

1) my friend thinks its dangerous for me to want to meet up with michelle this summer because ive never met her b4 but have talked to her for over 3 years and have countless pictures of her... i mean i appriciate my friends concern, dont get me wrong, im really really grateful that she cares about me this much but its still not changing my decision. im gonna give it my all to meet up with her this summer.

2) i found out theres somethign michelle hasnt told me. denice (my olny friend that nos michelle) told me there was something michelle was gonna tell me but obviously hasnt yet so she wasnt about to tell me. i of course was very worried at first because michelle tells me everything at least as far as i no. nothing ive asked her that shes kept a secret. but denice later said it was a good thing but that michelle was ashamed to tell me...dont no y... i still dont even no what it is....-.-...

3) i got an in school suspention from math for 2day and thur. fun for me during math. not fun for me 2maro when my dad talks to my teacher... but hey i get to listen to music and read and stuff all period ^^.

4) i need to finish eating dinner quite badly....

5) i LOVE catalyst! ^^ so good!

6) somehow im always busy so i dont have time to read most of my manga yet still am able to fail classes... wtf???

7) mr. paulson (science) is ready to give me a refferal next time i get out of my seat (im not even liek most of the other kids who are overly obnoxious and do it just to piss him off! i do it so that i dont have to be around those kids and can instead be around kids i like and thus have a nicer working environment....or....something like that..... >>)

8) getting really hungry....

9) dont no if i mentioned this b4 but a dude thought i was a girl!!! i really feel like i should take this as an insult and i do but in the back of my head im sitting there sreaming "YAY! WOO-CHA! WOOHOO! YATA! YIPEE!!! ETC.!!!"

10) im having a problem with getting crushes... i mean i want someone i can touch and feel and tell them i love them and have them tell me back so i can hear their voice like angels singing and be able to gaze into the depths of their beautiful, beautiful soul through the eyes that i love so much and-....ok stopping now... i hate it when i get like that... sry... ^^;;; but ya... i dont no what im gonna do.... esp. cuz lots of my new crushes i cant do that with anyways so its not working >< but w/e until further notice im still not buging from my standpoint. besides i would still like to remain pure for as long as i can...

11) i cant believe that cami-cahn thinks if i went to school i would hit her just like all her other friends.... i mean goddess... i dont hit anyone at all! not even playfully! if im gonna play like that i do locks and holds because those i can do without accidently hurting the person and wile not leaving bruses or anything like that. and on top of all that i would never, NEVER hit a girl! (this is of course because i no that they can kick my ass...with ease...)but i mean i really thought besides michelle and maybe Rakuda she was the one girl who really new me and could understand how i really think and everything... i cant believe shed think that of me...;_;

12) ok im really getting hungry now *attacks food!*

ja matte ne ^^v
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