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Friday, October 14, 2005


*deep sigh*
lets all ding the i hate my life song!! ^^! -.-...

ok well ill try and keep this short (this never works)

1) i pissed off mia
2) i said things i never should have said to mia
3) treated mia like dirt
4) list goes on
5) i appologized to mia
6) she treated it as if i hadnt done anything...
7) that always hurts far worse... when you should be punished by the ones you love but they dont but instead treat you like everythings fine and they still love you and its all the worse because they do and it just tears you apart inside "wanna put my tender, heart in a blender, watch it spin around, to a beautiful oblivion."
8) went back to before i met mia in person (might as well not even know eachother in person) but we talk like all hell on aim. basically she doesnt really talk to me in person and doesnt much seem to aknoledge my existence which ill admit hurts like a son of a biscuit but even though i can ask for things to be difrent i dont think i really want them to... she wouldnt be the same mia if they were different... i mean shed be every bit as beautiful in body and soul but still her personallity would be difrent and i dont think it would be the same unles she were to just naturally to do that. not like do it becaue she was asked. theyre probably better this way anyways. i get to talk to her more then i usually do because we actually TALK on aim now and well... ya im not going to say what i was thinking because i know countless people who would be all like "thats not true! dont think that!"

anyways that was the main thing i wanted to write about. hey be thankful i could have expanded and youd still be reading that boring as all hell bullshit. anyways... if theres anything else woth talking about ill probably do another post but whatever. anyways

ja matte ne^^

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