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Monday, October 17, 2005


ok so something big happened earlier but ill explain it later. right now ill do now.
ok so its weird... i hate it but ive always seemed polyamorous. i mean i really hate it. and then this evil vile darkness ive fallen for now that i really dont want to love at all is mesmerizing me to the point that hell i dont even find anyone else attractive. i mean its normal to find others attractive but you know "look dont touch" but hell the only thing i care about is her. and i hate it becasue i hate to love her >.< why me >.<

anyways im writing a sonnet even though i probably cant spell it. sence theres basic rules for a sonnet and then shakespear rules im basicly making my own rules and adding them to sonnet rules. so far i like it. basicly its just another sad angsty emo poem written by a guy who enjoys thoughts of suicide and sweet, sweet release. if thats wrong then fuck you all I DONT CARE ANYMORE!

these seem to be more meant for a sick loved one but im able to adapt them into something i can relate to...

BRAND NEW LYRICS

"Guernica"

Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won. Worry and wake the ones you love. A phone call I'd rather not receive. Please use my body while I sleep. My lungs are fresh and yours to keep, Kept clean and they will let you breathe. Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind. Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around. I'm not writing my goodbyes. I submit no excuse. If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake. If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure. Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind. Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone
and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around. I'm not writing my goodbyes. I'm not letting you check out. You will beat this starting now and you will always be around. I'm there to monitor your breathing I will watch you while you're sleeping. I will keep you safe and sound. Does anybody remember back when you were very young. Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?

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