Thursday, October 27, 2005

   sry i havent posted in a bit
ya ive been pretty busy lately. but im actually doing better then i have in quite a while. so heres whats been hapening

1) mia avoided me like one might avoid stalker
2) she thought of me as a stalker because i tried to treat her the same as i do all my other friends (dude i barely saw her...)
3) i tried to talk with mia and she refused
4) i did something i greatly regret (lying) to get mia to talk to me.
5) we talked, i apologized but let her know that she was the one who started all of this and if she wanted to still be friends ill always be there. (most of my friends say im too forgiving and that they wouldnt have done the same. oh well)
6) my friend lori bitched me out and wouldnt even listen to me. why? because mia told her the lie i told mia thus mia dragged her (and a few others) into this and so great. thank you mia i have lost another friend because of you. oh and the best part is lori had been telling me two nights prior that she hopes mia chokes and dies. now shes treating mia as a saint. WTF?!?!?!?!
7) ive gone on with life.
8) went to cats party and basically forgot about the whole mia problem for a whole day. goddess that was a nice day... not having to think about one of your best friends thinking of you as a stalker just because you tried to do what any other friend would do. not having to think of one of your best friends hating the very essence of your being. ya... it was nice...
9) freshy's party the very next day. in san francisco(sp?). nice long drive with kelsey and meghan. that was fun. saw beach blanket babylon. that was awesome. went back to freshy's house with meghan, kelsey, and our wonderful king, King John. finished the party.
10) went to the beach with john, kelsey, riz, jessi, and allan after the party. left just in time to avoid alot of trouble. tried to decide where to eat diner. john decided to take us out to a very very expencive place. we were all like "O.O!!!!! your taking us where?!?!?!?!" then we got there and found out it was closed on sundays...
11) went out for pizza instead ^^. played arcade games with john and allan. dropped everyone off
12) john was going to take me home but then we went to the park till about 1:45am in his car...doing... things i cant speak of... (i love how aweful that sounds ^^) but sence your all now thinking it i just want to clearafy(sp?) that we did NOT do THAT! we just talked a really long time. it was fun.
13) then we drove to my house and i got home about 2:45am and i havent heard from john sense and its making me worry that maybe... he got lost! *DUN DUN DUN!!!* im sure he's fine ^^
14) next few days: depressed, not depressed, depressed, not depressed. but ya ive been barely even thinking about mia and thats made me alot happier. not because i want to forget her but more because parts of me understandably want to think of her as an "ungrateful, worthless, evil, little bitch!" but i really dont want to think of her that way. i want to remember her as she was when she was my friend. well.. no... that really wasnt much better... but i want to remember how she made me feel... when she was nice to me that is. when she was actually nice to me... that was really nice... when she wasnt... well... nevermind.
15) right now im stowing away in the library during a pointless assembly about drunk driving. of course the idiot giving this speach is a murderer of two of his own friends because he was driving drunk. why do i, the irish dude who hates all alchohol(sp?), need to see this? if i die because of drunk driving then i cant help it. nothing i can do, but im not going to be the drunk.

oh well anyways im going to go check out pointless crap online that i find to be entertaining. for instance: foamy (my lord and master!),rpg world comic, penny-arcade, etc etc. so goodbye and farewell ill be back later probably. love you all.

ja matte ne ^^
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