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Saturday, October 29, 2005


   happy yet.... very very depressed.... wtf?
well im extremely happy because i know nee-chan isnt dead or anything becuase she just posted on her blog a few days ago... now this i find to be rather intresting... why the hell wont she talk to me >.
NEE-CHAN!!!! PLEASE TALK TO ME! I DONT CARE WHAT IT TAKES! COMMENT, TEXT, CALL, EMAIL, IM, ANYTHING JUST CONTACT ME!!!!!

anyways so i proved myself right again lately. i was right not to think of mia as... well read last post... stupid Luke trying to get me to do things i shouldnt. we talked and she thought i was depressed and all because of her but i wasnt (lately! =P ^^) and so we talked and had fun and i felt really really good. *sigh*. she really can make me feel good. she can really make me feel bad, small, minute, tiny, worthless, nonexistent, but good. shes better then me in everything. school hands down, sight, probably gaming, artistic ability, i wouldnt put it past her to be able to kick my ass too, but i wouldnt go easy on her just becuase shes a girl, hell i throw like a girl and proud of it ^^ (remember i do judo <3). -just need to throw this out here: ya i fight like a girl! and ive never met a guy on the streets, at school, wrestler, football player, etc etc that i couldnt beat without dropping a sweat! thank you ^^- but ya she just makes me feel so insignificant that i feel completely unworthy to be touched by the radience of her amazing aura. yet... i never want it to end. its like a drug. its bad for me probably (definately not doing anything for my self esteem) yet makes me feel so good... and the weird (which of course to me is the best) part is... i have no idea why... anyways goddess this post is going to be long... hehe ^^ thank you to all who read it ^^ if you even get this far into it please comment so i can thank you. if you cant comment then email me. my email adress is the same as my MSN messenger account thingy. piro1337@hotmail.com. so ill let you all get back to your lives. i should probably clean my room its the only way i can go to meghan's party and other stuff (Powerman 5000 concert to celebrate the whateverth aniversery of the blazy show on 101.7 the FOX! the rock of sonoma county ^^). well good night all. loves.

ja matte ne ^^

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