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Birthday
• 1990-03-31
Gender
• Male
Location
• drowning
Member Since
• 2004-12-03
Occupation
• sister james and the court whipping ninja (formerly wipping boy) of the country of floogelmisen
Real Name
• Yuri

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Achievements
• ive almost figured out how to run a site!!!! >D
Anime Fan Since
• i dont no my first was ronin warriors (not the cn air but the original american air)
Favorite Anime
• anime: love hina, GTO, samurai X. manga: negima, love hina, hellsing, GTO, tsubasa, candidate for goddess, confidential confessions, kill me, kiss me, legal drug, gravitation, A.I. LOVE YOU. movie: voices of a distant star, akira, blood: the last vampire.
Goals
• to be the worlds greatest mangaka!!!
Hobbies
• talking on aim, yim, msn, and any other ims i can get my hands on, watching animes and reading mangas, messing around with stuff on the net, playing games, (doing anything but my hw...), DDR!!!!
Talents
• none i suXor..

myOtaku.com: neo-neko-chan

Friday, February 10, 2006

uh.... should i find this beautiful?
ok so im in film class and im taking a test and its actually really hard because we dont learn anything in film so we're expected to know this stuff through study and well... ive never studied a day in my life... anyways, so im taking this test and am understandably nervous. i, without realizing it, started doodling on the desk. i started by tapping my pencil and ended up making a dot. then i spiraled out till i get to a making a circle. this was really quite strange for me becasue i made a perfect circle (something i cant do) without looking at it or thinking about it, hell, not even knowing i ws doing it. anyways then i notice that im doing it and am like "woah...o.o.." its i believe some pagan symbol for sun. its an O with a dot in the center. moving on i hurried and finished the test.... last... and went back to my seat. there wasnt alot of time left but i was compelled to do more to it. so i did. and i didnt just do it randomly. i was told what to do. i was told to make swirl like things from the center out. then i made a circle in the center. then added lines and made it an eye. after that i did an eyebrow. then a tear. then a nose... i would have continued but the bell rang. anyways i wanted to show you all the picture (i took pics on my cell because i couldnt very well take the desk.) anyways here they are and I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK!!!! (comment damn you...>>...)

this is the whole thing:

ok now i find that to be insanely beautiful... why? i dont get it. i dont know what you see when you look at that (cami sees a mech's eye for example) but i see a gathering of every hateful and hurtful thing imaginable in all of creation and then add that with all the fears of the world and combine them. make this beat the most horrid thing imaginable. in fact no. not imaginable. its something you could never even imagine, its so aweful. and its been unleashed fully and completely on this one poor girl... and all she wants is it to end.... for it to all just stop... she cant take in anymore... and thats what i see when i look at that... so if i see something so horrible... why do i think its so amazingly beautiful? i dont get it. am i sick? demented? is there something mentally wrong with me? does this make me a bad person? i dont understand. please if anyone has any oppinions do share. though i dont know why im saying this because no one reads this... *sigh...* well anyways i would loe to know what you think about the unfinished face. what it means. what it means to you. anything. and definately if you think its beauty or if ou think somethings wrong with me or both. thank you.

love you all!
neko-chan
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