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Thursday, March 16, 2006


   hey
nothing new. hate life. in a few days im getting kicked out of my school in a few days... i need a 2.0 to stay in school... the way i see it ill be lucky to get 1.5... this is by third quarter end. heh... why the fuck am i telling this on here? im just telling it to kelsey. she already knows. talked to my teacher whos calss im doing the worse in and am working hard to bring up to a D-... i said is there any chance in hell of me bringing it up to a d- in that one class (i have two classes with her.) but she took one look at my grade. like less then a second and just said one of the fastest "no"s ive ever heard.

saw a celtic story teller at school today. thought it was amazing. i had no friends in the entire room except two who were sitting right next to that... i want to call her hellspawn, sinspawn, bitch, vile demon of the inferno, etc etc... but thats not how i really feel about her... its just what i want to feel about her. anyways i was basically completely alone in that room. but somehow as soon as that lady, Cathryn Fairlee, started telling her tales none of it mattered. i was happy. and it seemed that everyone else was happy too. i dunno... it was nice. anyways i stayed after and talked to her about it and decided... "you know what? i think this may be what i want to do. maybe i could be a story teller." i was happy. i asked her about this. she gave me her email, told me about all this stuff i can do to become this. it would be SO wonderful... i asked a few people what they thought... 1) "hah! oh wait.. your serious? well... uh... you like to talk..." (i only talk when im bored. if im actually FEELING something then im quiet...) 2) "well um... you could take lessons from john!" yeah... i really dont want to do that... john tells stories really well but not in the way i want to tell them. basically everyone was skeptical even though none of them would just come out and say it. well whatever fuck them all. fuck everyone. god damnit! i hate this fucking world! why cant everyone just leave me alone!

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