Wednesday, March 29, 2006

topic of the beast: love
what is love? i have yet to feel love really and truely to know what love is. but it doesnt stop me from trying to figure it out. the only problem is that love is supposed to be indescribable so no one can tell me what it is to help me. i like to think that love is something entirely seperate from lust, right? so then why is skrewing with the one you love reffered to as "making love?" should "making love" refer not to a lustful activity but just absolute happiness int he presence of the one you love? a moment of bliss shared with your love that seems to last an eternity? should that not be "making love?"

and whats more is that love at first sight bullshit. admitably you can tell alot about people at first contact. like i can see a person and with a 95% chance of being correct can tell you if id like that person and on what level but LOVE at first sight is just love. you can not tell if you love someone just by looking at them. thats why i like meeting people online so much better. you meet them and see them for more ofwhat they really are then just... their body... this way i can get a better feel for who this person really is. then if you meet that person IN person it has so much more meaning.

ok so what about the one? now im not talking neo either (Me: sorry no matrix here today You: *cry*) im talking "THE ONE." is there really just one person in the entire world, in your entire lifetime that is truely meant to be, like true endless love type thing? ok so say there is one. then what happens if they die before you meet? is there a new one? wouldnt that make it the two though? so lets assume there is this one, right? according to what i'm hearing you should know what love with this person feels like at some point. like you can be friends then one day it just happens and you know it or you see someone and your talking and talking and it sorta clicks so you start seeing eachother as friends then it gets better or something. i dont know. but what do you all think about this? am i just being dumb or what? and is it better to try for love till you find it or just wait till it happens?

personally i feel things for people and then wait to see if the feeling is genuine but it always fades away but i remember the feeling. what i want to know is does it really fade or do i get used to it to the point it blends in. then is love soemthing that blends in? does it ever feel like everyday or is love something that everyday, year after year, always feels the same unbelievable feeling?

what happens when you love a person with all your heart but you also hate the person? most cases like that they always fight till they skrew or are making out. is that not just lust?

ok now that ive stated my views on all that what other things can we pick on? this works better when discussing and when not talking to too many people at once... well i think im going to go but please comment on your thoughts. now i dont want to hear any "oh your right love is a bitch" bullshit because thats not what im saying. im trying to find out what love actually is. hell rant back at me if you wish but come on please tell me your thoughts!
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