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myOtaku.com: neo-neko-chan


Wednesday, March 29, 2006

choir
ok i hate life right now so if you dont want to read a rant about said topic then FUCK OFF RIGHT NOW!!!

why is it that everytime i feel good about choir or that im doing good and just need a little bit of practice and ill be fine or whatever just am generally good feeling about the whole "choir" thing on a whole, SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS! i cant stand this! and why is it that when i try to do well in school some unseen force works against me?! i try and do Geo and my compass breaks or i dont have a calculator. i try and do choir and the teacher gets mad at me or cant help me. everytime with every class if i try and do my work or try and do as people want me to SOMETHING goes wrong...

ok now friends. im really getting pissed at people. if you couldnt tell this you havent been paying attention. i really dont want to cuddle or huggle or WHATEVER god damn! first i hug everyone and try and make everyone all happy and all that bullshit ^^. ok so then people always expect me to be there and give hugs and all but then when i dont for WHATEVER REASON people get mad at me and think im ignoring them or whatever and you know what? its bullshit! i dont have to deal with this shit! its two days before my birthday and im hating life! i really am getting fed up with this. i mean hell i dont need this. people are treating me like shit and im expected to take it with a smile because if i say anything about it either that person gets all depressed and does whatever to themsleves or they get mad at me or WHATEVER but GOD DAMNIT! I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE A LITTLE! i dont want to huggle everyone, i dont want to cuddle with everyone, i dont want to fuck everyone. i want to just be alone a bit! and then when the few people who ARENT pissing me off come around me they dont even pick up on whats going on or if they do they dont want to accept that there is a problem because it might disrupt their own little perfect world! fuck fifteen minutes left. not nearly enough time to finish this rant but itll have to do. i need to find some information for amber and then kill time till five. damn i need my cd player back... hopefully ill be getting that today... anyways goodbye. do i really love you all or do i only think i do?

neko-chan
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