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Monday, May 8, 2006

i talked to mia today a bit... this just happened and i need to get this out... there, at noon, were questions i wanted to ask about chelsea but no longer wanted to becasue mia tries to stay out of that and i try to respect that and understand that. anyways so i know why chelsea really dispises me very essence of being but before that i dont know what i did to make her hate me so that she was avoiding me... mia forced the questions out of me and well... i think i may have been better not knowing... she said... "Because she was tired of you." its like when i get hurt about mia i cant breath and my lungs turn to lead and every breath i manage to take feels like my last but... unlike mia i dont feel a pain in my heart like a fist clentching it trying to squeeze out all of my life force to drink my emotions as though it were juice of the sweetest kind, that she could thrive on whilst killing me, but instead i feel sick to my stomache... why...? why is this? why so much pain in such a strange way? i... i dont know i just want to die in times like these... no dying isnt the right term... i want to have chelsea as a friend again... i want to appologize... to hold her and have her want to be my friend again aswell... i want us to be happily able to get along once more... i dont want her to hate me...

on other knews my heart has started to skip beats... that... that isnt fun... and in fact its quite embarrasing...
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