Sunday, August 13, 2006

Haha I Want To Learn Drukening Fighting!!! ^_^

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Yup I want to learn drunken Fighting!. i think it's just like so cool and every thing. Yea and I'm guessing not that many people know how to do it. I want to learn The Old Drunken Fighting Not The New Style. But i guess any way would be good. but i just like the old one better ^_^
if you guys saw it you would probaly like it.
Well here A Video Of The Eight Drunken Gods.

-Hikaru

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Wednesday, August 2, 2006

   owww

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I herd from my Friend Striaght Up that she don't wanna be friends anymore. this really hurt me.
ahh i feel like I'm a bad person/Friend. She says she's tierd of feeling frustrated. and like when i say you've changed Jeanette Grrr i wish i could tell her that when i say you've changed i don't really mean that. i guess what i really mean is that. she's usaly in a happy mood and today it doesn't seem like she is. when she said she didn't want to be my friend she said it to me on a day when i was feeling really really bad and now that made me feel worst. Alot of ppl think she's my Girlfriend But she's not. only a few people could see that me and jeanette were just really good friends. heh if you met Jeanette i bet you she could make you smile. because shes funny. and i like that about her but now i have to think of why don't she wanna be my friend? How can this one person make me feel so much worst. Some people say she'll come around but what if she never comes around. then that would mean that I've just lost another friend. I hate losing my friends. and i Don't Want to Lose Jeanette as a Friend. Ronald said That I'm turning back into the bad person i use to be but i hope that I'm not. ummm Too bad that he's Not with us anymore -_- umm he has a myspace but he set it as private so theres no point in going to his site unless he has you as a friend. ummm his brother knows the pass word and every thing to it so his little brother might sign on and stuff. if my friend Jeanette reads all this. it would probaly mean nothing to her. but it means something wo me every single word. And also the friend ship that i had with Jeanette also meant alot to me. But time goes by and people just want to forget you. I will never Forget Jeanette. I Always Remember the people who Enters my Life.
At This point I don't know what to do.....-_-


I would like to show her this but right now would now be the right time.

-Hikaru

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

This is what i do now.

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I get board around my house. cause i already done every thing that i could do in my house. hmm i started to watch this drama but i've been watching it b4 it's called devil beside you i got hooked on it haha. so what i do for fun is sleep eat and watch devil beside you. hmmm i wounder what could i do for fun. in a couple of weeks schools going to start agian and yea i'll be a fresh men haha every thing will be ok as long as i got my friends ^_^

-Hikaru

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Monday, July 10, 2006

So how are things going???

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hmmm so how are things going? lol did you all have a fun summer? i had my ups and downs. it seems like every body is out haveing fun and i'm stuck inside my house being board. i was about to go to comic con but now i'm not sure if i'm able to go. because i needed to fix my teeth. errr. I fell and broke two of my tooth. I'm going to need a fake tooth now. and i also got cut above so i need stiches but my mom don't want me to get them so. now you see a scar above my lip owww. but it's ok cause I'm healing now. How about you guys?

-Hikaru

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

   ^_^

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My shoulder hurts NO a girl didn't do it to me. cause there is no way a girl can hurt me. ummm I fell and hit a rock a hard one that went into my skin for awhile. Hey I'm a Fat bear i could handle it muhahaha Rawr!!! Right right? haha I'm the best at what i do.

-Hikaru

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

heh

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days and nights past us by and when we'r living it. we don't really notice until it's all about to end. I'm going to miss all this well soon i won't be here anymore soon all my friends won't be here anymore. every begining has an end. when will it all end for me? I've been living life and now i'm going to miss all this. horesman i felt kinda like the same way. but this time it's like stronger. odala! Dammit. good news is that i'll be going to the same high school as some of my friends. but then whats going to happen when it's all over and we'r done with high school? afther all that we'r just probaly going to live life until it ends. hahaha yes I love boy butts haha jk It's a joke my friend does. i fell asleep one time and woke up with words on my arms and face. the thing was that i didn't even know it was on my face. So many memory this year i'll never forget this year. with every thing that i've been through and every thing that happend. it went by all so fast too. I didn't really get my chance to say good bye. there's a chance i might move far away again. if i move i would be heart broken. because the ppl that i met hear wasn't all bad and things were different. i don't know i can't really explain it. it's also the feeling you know what i mean. Don't every forget and things will be ok, ppl say. but then again it's our memory and minds that make us sad mad or put us in a mood. thats why sometimes i want to get like knocked out and lose my memory and like remember it back in like a couple of days. I also think thats cool. i don't know why just do. Hmmm the school i go to serves Nachos! hahaha I love them. and my friends as well. But if i had to choose to save the world or save a Nacho. I would save the Nachos you guys should understand right you know what i mean. cause like common if I'm going to die I want to die knowing i enjoyed a good food you know. also like my friend said to me I don't want to die in the bath room.hahaha i would love to get to meet you. I would always remember my friends and if i ever forget them i would remember them again because I wrote there names on a flash card and on a different one i put why are they on it and other stuff as well. each flash card is full. because i use a whole flash card to talk about each person thats on my list. sometimes ppl think they know what i'm thinking sometimes there right and sometimes there wrong. but i guess i'm just like a book because ppl could read me pretty good or just two ppl. err don't want this to end. but then again every thing els did and soon this will end i'll miss all this tho. I want to scream. I'm not even going to walk at the graduation. it's cause my grades. but good news is that i'm still going to past the grade. then again theres a chance that i won't be passin the grade. Thats it This is The End!!!


1972 Sons of big boss are born.

-Hikaru

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

   dispute

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seems to me that my friends had a dispute. i know it's not my problem and all and i shouldn't be trying to do every thing. but there like my best friends heh i'm not sure if they even count me as a best friend or a friend. hmmm they could be like oh hey it's that guy. or oh it's him Hikaru. but i can't get them out of my head hmm is that even normal? cause i don't know what u call that. worry or love? i should'nt worry about it. hmmm I know that every body has there bad days once in awhile but then again you could lose a friend just by one bad day or just by everything that has happend. thats what happen to me b4. my best friend kevin. now one of my well somebody that want to kick my ass now. but anyway i know my two friends won't end up like how i did. because they'r smart and cool like that. and if they do end up like how i did i'll try my best to stop it. they'r the world to me right now. i was trying to learn how to do something but then i saw that my friends were sad. they come first b4 me thats how much i care about them. who knows i might just fall in love with one of them hehe naw jk. thats just a mood to make you guys not worry so much. cause things will work out. thats what i do to my self sometimes. i have dual feelings. it's kinda hard to explain i guess. well unless you get them as well. i do that to me alot of times. even when i don't mean to. don't really like it when ppl try to tell me what to do... Well i guess thats all fokes haha

"he's a maniac maniac on the floor. and he dances like he never dance be foe" XD see ya.

-Hikaru

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Friday, June 9, 2006

   Memory

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I hope that I would never forget the ppl that means most to mean maily most of them are my friends ^_^ they'r the best Jenna you count as one of them & you too jenny if i had a pic of u you would be up here. well what i mean to say is if u were in the pic with me ^_^ hahaha or just a pic of u hahaha any way i'll put it up here if i had it.

-Hikaru

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Saturday, June 3, 2006

   Mistake

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I made a big mistake thinking that my two best friend would ever do something like send ppl afther me. he i gess it's because i was angry and mad and they were just right there and also they kinda yelled at me and when i'm mad i just don't take any thing like that no matter who they are and i also don't think. the truth is in the past i did some wrong things i gess u could say. my two best friends joanna and jeanette they really changed me alot. i would give my life to them. i would problay even kill my self just to make them happy. i'd do anything for them but it turns out i messed up big time. errr I'm shut an idiot!!! Why. I would go back and say sorry to them but sorry don't really mean anything cause it's just words. you have to show that ur sorry not with just words but with every thing. Jeanette,Joanna I'm sorry even tho ur not reading this. but hey who know's things may turn out right we just have to wait. and u know me i'm not usaly in a bad mood so plz don't do anything like that to me like cuss or insult me cause that just makes things worst. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so Sorry Plz forgive me jeanette & joanna. if u don't i gess i'll have to start new.

-Hikaru

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the years ending.

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omg the year is ending and now i feel like i've done so little. mmm i also think i might not past the grade. but other than all that i'm doing good heh it's all ok i even got that dam old song in my head, it's sang by a band call the journey and it's called "anyway you want it" hmm "anyway way you want it, thats the way you need it, anyway you want it". lol sing along with me hahaha ^_^
so far everything seems to be good cause that song puts me in a really happy mood. ^_^

-Hikaru

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