Wednesday, August 2, 2006

   owww

‡This is how my mind works‡

I herd from my Friend Striaght Up that she don't wanna be friends anymore. this really hurt me.
ahh i feel like I'm a bad person/Friend. She says she's tierd of feeling frustrated. and like when i say you've changed Jeanette Grrr i wish i could tell her that when i say you've changed i don't really mean that. i guess what i really mean is that. she's usaly in a happy mood and today it doesn't seem like she is. when she said she didn't want to be my friend she said it to me on a day when i was feeling really really bad and now that made me feel worst. Alot of ppl think she's my Girlfriend But she's not. only a few people could see that me and jeanette were just really good friends. heh if you met Jeanette i bet you she could make you smile. because shes funny. and i like that about her but now i have to think of why don't she wanna be my friend? How can this one person make me feel so much worst. Some people say she'll come around but what if she never comes around. then that would mean that I've just lost another friend. I hate losing my friends. and i Don't Want to Lose Jeanette as a Friend. Ronald said That I'm turning back into the bad person i use to be but i hope that I'm not. ummm Too bad that he's Not with us anymore -_- umm he has a myspace but he set it as private so theres no point in going to his site unless he has you as a friend. ummm his brother knows the pass word and every thing to it so his little brother might sign on and stuff. if my friend Jeanette reads all this. it would probaly mean nothing to her. but it means something wo me every single word. And also the friend ship that i had with Jeanette also meant alot to me. But time goes by and people just want to forget you. I will never Forget Jeanette. I Always Remember the people who Enters my Life.
At This point I don't know what to do.....-_-


I would like to show her this but right now would now be the right time.

-Hikaru

™HiKaRu’s MiNd

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