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Sunday, September 7, 2003


   Falling through the clear blue
That's what I was doing in a dream several nights ago. I rarely have dreams that I'm falling. And when I do, they're always in a place, like falling in a hole. This was a dream totally unique in my theater. I remember falling, and seeing that immense pristine blue that you see from really high up, like above passenger plane level. Then I saw a plane, carrying the Shuttle Columbia. It was struggling upwards, until the shuttle set off and launched up into black. I then realized that I'd been falling for awhile, and not thinking about it. So I see the blue again, and I fall. I have this odd feeling, bordering on fear. I should have tons of it, because I'm certainly going to die, and I should be dead already from the lack of atmosphere this high up. But really I just see the beauty around me, and realize how I must look like some falling angel, back to the rising ground. Then I hit, and there's something after that I can't remember, and I wake up.

Just a damn strange dream. I'm wondering if I'm gonna start hearing the voices more often now. Used to for awhile, then they quit. It's not like an insanity thing, you know? I just hear them. They don't really tell me anything. They're just pieces of conversation I pick up from wherever. They usually fade out quickly, and in comes a new conversation. It was odd that I remembered Vorte from last night, because usually it's never something worth remembering. But very clearly, with a rolled r, vorte, spoken from a young girl. I'd say in her teens.

I guess from the base it has something to do with vortex. Wish I could apply that with something in my life now. Maybe Sabrina will have some ideas, or she might know what vorte itself means. The girl knows latin. Dammit! I wanna know latin. Instead I'm stuck with elementary Japanese and Spanish. I can talk to Mexicans enough to get made fun of, and understand the finer points of anime. But she could understand basically everything said in The Order, and a good deal of the conversations were in latin. That pisses me off.

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