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• 1985-04-24
Gender
• Male
Location
• Ohio
Member Since
• 2003-08-05
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• Writer
Real Name
• Just call me Neo

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Achievements
• I've eaten my weight in Ramen
Anime Fan Since
• 1995
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• RahXephon
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• Publish my comic book
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• Writing, watching movies
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• Hm..I uh, don't die easily. Haven't thus far, anway.

myOtaku.com: NeoSoma

Wednesday, August 6, 2003

I'm stuck on this religion thing
I like that face I have as my mood. I can't decide whether it's sick, or is gonna be.

The board I admin at is currently in the midst of a discussion brought on by this Bishop thing. It's spread more into a discussion over whether God exists, or whether we should all kick the crap out of Christianity. It's pretty one-sided so far. I describe my faith as dead. I would have called myself Christian just a few weeks ago. Nothing before that, and Wiccan before that. Then Christian again. It goes on like this guys. My religious life is twisted. On the one hand, I cannot find anything, try as I might, that edifies my faith in God and Christ. On the other, I find Wicca's basis in Polytheism to be ridiculous. I like the middle ground, but there is none. Sometimes I think the only thing that can intervene in this personal maelstrom is the end of the world. I really think that's what it will take to make me believe in God. The Christian God, I mean, and all that He entails. I believe one way or another in some Supreme force. But it's really sad that it will take scripture thrown in my face to get me to believe. One way or another I feel like I've let God down.
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