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Monday, March 29, 2004

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So yeah. I've kinda run out of things to meditate on for devotional meditation, so I'm going to do the journal now, and hopefully I can think of something. The more I think about this whole Buddhism and monastic thing, the more I think the Theravada's go about it the wrong way. You try to be mindful of yourself and all, conscious of what you're doing...when your objective is to realize that you are nothing. The more you become conscious of what you're doing, the more you recognize yourself as an individual. Not to mention the contrast between the way Theravada's reach enlightenment and the Mahayana's. They have the right idea, I think. Goddamn this screen is bright. Think I need to change my contacts. I've got a stupid commercial jingle stuck in my head. So..sosososososososososososososososososososo...they say that helps, repeating a word until you thnk of something else. It doesn't, so don't waste your time. Stupid fucks. I need to nab a memory upgrade for my computer. It's starting to get a bit low. Anyone know how to mash video files? My Buffy files are just a bit too big to fit two files on one CD-R, and I don't feel like wasting all that space and putting a single file on a CD. Stupid commercial. >< Family Guy is on. Been writing for ten minutes. Five more... . . . . . . . . ... . . . . . . . . . . ... ..... . . . . . . . . . . .. . . .. . ...---...SOS hahahaha. Boom shakalakalaka boom shakalakalaka boom shakalakalaka boom. ^^ That was funny. Hahaha. Lord God in Heaven help me. I've got another bloody weak of this shit. Heh, a brick wall behind a door. What will they think of next. It would be really fun to put excerpts of this in my paper.
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