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Tuesday, May 2, 2006


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hey ppl! wassup? im good, nothing interesting today, umm, my weekend was interesting. on friday, we dressed up in our goth clothes, and ppl were like, "their crazy" and "weird", and "ooh, look i didn;t know we had goths in this school", it was interesting. even my friend muarice was like" ---- ur goth?"(i edited my name becuase im cool) and all i said was sort of yeah. sadly im a punk rocker,as iv'e told u before. on saturday, we crystal my bro, sis, my bf, and his brother,jamaa'l went to watkins park, we took the trail, but got lost somehow. it was cornfuzzling, and fun but a little annoying, cuz lump, george's brother was complaining, saying stupid stuff and slowing us down, and it took 3 hours to find our way out. it made me mad, really, im still pissed. but we had fun cuz it was like an adventure!
then laer on, we watched slither, which isn't even scary, it's dumb, and just a little funny. im fell asleep in george's arms, but early we had played truth or dare, and i had to lap dance on jamaa'l and it was gross! and then i had to lick mustard of of george's chest!! i hate mustard. we made bernard lick the toilet! and george had to eat an onion with mustard, syrup, ketchup and mayo! his breath was nasty, and i sleep under his nose, so it was gross.
but i think i might break up with him. george i mean. i like him, and im trying to love him, but if u have to try hard like i am, then it's not gonna work right? i don't want to lose george, but i don't love him, and i don't want to hurt him. i love someone else, but we can't be. i like being held by george, but he's not as...sexually active as i am. i mean, im not a whore, for u guys who think that is, it's just, i want to be held more, and kissed more, and just ...everything more! like for example! if i was to turn my back to him, i want him to hold me from behind, and kiss my neck! but he just walks past. it's not just that. there are other things too. i just can't say. but, emotionally, i just don't love him like that. i just don't want to lose him. im stuck...

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