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Friday, May 26, 2006


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hello everyone! im back at school! boohoo! but at least i get to talk to ya'll so it
s okay! only came back to school to get on the computer!
UPDATE! Nuklearpower.com is funny! the 8-bit show theatre or whatnot. my friend mikeal showed me yesterday, i was cracking up!lol! u have to read it urself, and enjoy, it's like behind the scenes in old video games. also, i was watching something called nintendo in archipelo(songs with no music, just harmony)it wasc ool! the ppl did the mario music and it sounded so cool! then they did tetrus, and they had ppl acting like the blocks lol! and then they had the zelda music! it was sweet1 If i can find it, i'll post it! tommorrow im going paintballng with the swim team and my bro's coming, i plan to get messy! im gonig to try and get everyone! me and my bro will get everyone! then i can die a sad mesy death. tell me why, monopoly lasts 4 hours, and if u don't win, u die a sad peasant's death? i know i did. me and a few ppl. Jared, who i think i have a small forming crush on(noooo!!!! i can't do that and Khrystal will definitely kill me!!!!!!!nooooooo!!!) and his sis celeste, kill everyone with the boardwalk(by the start line)and hotels, the highest being $1400!! u don't usually have that kind of money!!! usually. i died owing more than $3000 to jared and celeste. man! they were the last two, but the gave in, cuz it would've lasted longer!1 i had a blast.and tommorrow, after paintballing, im going to claudia's brother's barbaque, and she told me, it's not to late. tell him the truth. she wants me to tell him im shy, and that's why im scared to tell him how i feel, that i love him, but im i do i might lose him.she wants me to tell him everything, that my heart hurts, and even though there's nothing i can do, he can fix it, that im tired of the heart ache, and the only way i can ease some pain is by tell him that i love him too much to let him go so easily, that i want him to see that i can try,if he's willing to try, to be better for him,(cuz claudia tells me she only calls for money and that she's a slut be doesn't i don't know, see i guess.his mom doesn't like her either.) at the graduation, his mom said that im really nice and that she would prefer ivan to go with me. im not that great of a person, and it's hard to believe claudia on that cuz im scared it's not true, but would she want me to still go after her brother whenb i was ready to give up if she doesn't want to do what's better for him,?(im not trying to be vain or anything, it just seems that way to me).im just confused. i want to move on, but i don't want to lose ivan so quickly. i want a chance to love him and be loved in return.
...............damn.i didn't want to get all sappy cuz i said i would try to stop talking about ivan to ya'll. i guess it's my release spot, and it's your choice to read this post. okay, umm... i don't have anymore to say, laterz~
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