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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   the party (a.k.a. the end of my life)
I'm still not sure how I feel about that party. Why do I have to like such a dirty liar so much?? The boy I like #codename Hideki# said he was coming... and didn't. I should have known. Actually, I half-expected this to happen. He did this last year at a school dance. But I still had hope, and I shouldn't have. I found out halfway through the party that he wasn't coming. I then brooded in a corner. I didn't even imagine that I would cry- I was just really mad and disappointed. But the worst part is always when your friends try to make you feel better and all the people you don't want to bother you ask what's wrong just to be nosy. Then one of my friends ( I shall exclude her name, she didn't mean to upset me) said, "Why are you sacrificing all your happiness for that idiot who doesn't even like you?" That did it. I just shouted, "Stop it!", got up, and ran to the bathroom. of course they COULDN'T just leave me to cry alone, they HAD to follow me and I told them to leave me alone. I really hate it when people won't leave me to be upset by myself. She was right, I guess, I should have just tried to have fun, but I can't if he's not there. I just can't make myself have fun. It's impossible. Maybe they think I was being stupid for acting like that, but they don't really understand. They think it's only a crush. I was really sorry for doing that at Alex's birthday party and causing her trouble. But after that one of my other friends wouldn't leave me alone, she made me do the macarina and another stupid dance. I guess I really started to enjoy it after awhile, but overall, I don't really know how I feel about that dance. Now I feel all shaky for no reason.
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