Thursday, December 6, 2007

Change...
Well, I changed...
Just like you wanted...
But it wasn't the right way...
I changed into the one thing
That I hate the most...
It's been so long
That I don't even know
What I was before...
Over and over again
I slip away from myself...
I'm going to try and rebuild...
Rebuild my past life...
I just hope
It's not to late...
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Sunday, December 2, 2007

I know
I know you love her
I know you don't want anyone to take her
I know you can't stand the fact of losing her
But, I still love her...
I'm not going to take her from you
I'm not going to seperate you two
I'm all for your relationship
If you can't deal with the fact that I still care for her
LIVE WITH IT!
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Friday, November 30, 2007

poetry slam...
Hey, we had a poetry slam at my school the other day... and... I got third place

I used two of my older poems...

LOVE
I Love You, Love

What's really weird is that... I was .4 points away from winning the whole thing...
O well... there's always next month...
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

   The End
I need to end this

I've lied and lied and lied, and I can't let this continue

I'm sorry, but it's over
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Change...
Change of clothes....
Change of day...
Change of attitude...
Change of appearance...
Change of lifestyle...
But... we can never get over a change of heart...

Change...
I hate every god damn minute of it...

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Friday, November 23, 2007

   ...
I... I need time...

I don't want to bother anyone
I don't want hurt anyone
I don't want to see anyone
I don't want to talk to anyone
I don't want anyone

I just need some time alone
Just Leave Me ALONE...

I'm sorry... to everyone I've hurt
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

   Death of Emo-tion
I've lost it
I don't care
There is no love
For an empty soul
There is anger
At myself
Slitting wrist
Til I'm snow white pale
Letting me drain myself
Til I'm no more
A dead, rotting twig
In the corner of a room
With no one else to care
About what happens to you

The pain lets you know
You're alive
The blood lets you know that
There is something in you
The light feeling lets you know
You're going to a better place

Why...
Why...
Do we die...
To find what it means...
To try...
And survive...

Why...
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

This isn't right
What's wrong with me...
Have I lost all feeling...
Have I lost all emotion...
Have I lost my ability to care...

What's happened...
I can't seem to love any more
Because too many love
I don't think I can ever find
A true happyness

Am I heartless for what I think
Am I at a loss of soul
because of how others react to me
Am I going to hell for what I do...

I'm going to die
I'm going to die
I'm going to fall over and Die...
Because of the cause of life

This isn't right to say
This isn't right to do
This isn't right to think
This is my life

Welcome to Destruction of a Soul

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

   I'm sick
I got the flu and everything...

What's even worse is that I had all county band auditions 2day... and I had to MISS them...

I'm so depressed and sick
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Sunday, November 11, 2007

What Each Kiss Means
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.
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What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
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Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
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Requirements;
Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
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If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are
missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what each kiss means

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