Wednesday, August 20, 2008

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Things have been really hard for me lately. That guy I keep talking about, the one I'm crazy about, yeah well he got back together with his ex. Which sucks for me. But whatever, that's not nearly as bad as what happened three days ago. Everything seemed normal to me at first. My mom, sister, and I were doing chores for my grandmother since she broke her hip. We went over there everyday to take care of her. My mom took her blood pressure and found that it was really low, so she was going to take her to the doctor. She helped my grandmother outside and I was inside. A minute later I hear a thunk outside. I hurried outside to see my grandmother laying on the ground unconcious. My mom was on her cell. She'd called 911. My grandmother suddenly quit breathing and my mom went into panic mode. She became hysterical. I managed to stay calm and talked to the lady on the phone giving me directions on what to do. My grandmother started turning blue. And her mouth and throat were so filled with what could only be mucus that we couldn't give her mouth to mouth. The paramedics arrived, but it was too late. She was gone. My mom was crying insanely which only made me want to cry. She had just lost her mother. I kept calm and talked to the man that arrived since my mom was crying. I hugged her wishing that there was something I could do. But of course there wasn't anything I could do. It broke my heart to see my blue, lifeless grandmother on her own driveway and my mom in tears crying and sobbing uncontrollably. I just can't believe that I had been having a normal conversation with her a few minutes before. We tried to save her but I guess we didn't react fast enough. But it was part of God's will. And I'll just have to accept that. Now I'm incredibly depressed and I don't know what to do.
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