Wednesday, July 11, 2007

   Have I been gone that long?
Okay, so I came to Otaku to post som Invader Zim pictures that I'd been working on, and I hadn't visited the site in like, 24 hours, and before I posted them I went to see som FMA pictures, and I see this new catagory, called Fan Characters (OC)
I was like " ZOMG o_O'!! Wen did taht get ther?!" (attempted aim speak)
When did that pop up? It has pictures from 2004 in it. And theres already like 3 pages made since 3 pm this afternoon.
Again, ZOMG!
So, when did this little cat. pop up? And does this have anything to do with that mega-comment war that happened on Cheeki's picture? Cush I don't like it already. *pouts*
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Friday, June 15, 2007

   Whats wrong with me?
There's like something seriously wrong with me. I can't drawn, no matter how hard I try I just can't. Its like all my talent just got up and left. What the fuck happened!
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Monday, May 7, 2007

Paperclip Project 2007
Have anyone ever heard of the Whitwell School Paperclip Project?

You see, I am in eighth grade at Herring Cove Jr. High (HCJH) as we have just completed a histoical event today. We took 100,000 paperclips, hung them together in chains of 90, and hung them in our Social Stidies classroom. The idea was our Social Studies Teacher, Mr. McIntyre's, but the origional paperclip was created by Whitwell School in Tennisse.

But, you see, in Whitwell, they put all their paperclips (6 million, which stood for all the jews who died in the Holocaust) and dumped them into a large bucket. We are the first school on earth to hang them, to truely show how many souls it was.

The 100,000 paperclips that we hung up, the classroom was so filled with them we could bearly walk around the outside. It would take 60 classrooms of them, just to reach 6 million. The number truthfully hurts my head. Its hard to imagine.

I was truely honoured to take place in this project. And althgough it took weeks (we had to put all the paperclips together with out hands) and our teacher sometimes drove us up the wall, we learned things that I will never forget in all my life. I took part in a historical event, and I am very proud of the accomplishments that we have achieved.

The subject we learned about was morbit, and at times I cried. We even had a survivor come in and tell us of his time in a concentration camp. It was horrible. But I will ask you a question: How many of the children they killed in their gas chambers could have found the cure for AIDs or HIV? One could have created a alternative fuel, and our global warming would not be as bad. Another could have wrote prize-winning book. But no, they were never given the chance because they were a jewish soul.

As I said, I was honoured to take place in this project. It had opened my eyes.

Well, that's it. I'm sorry for making this so long, I just thought I'd share it all with you. Please, give me feedback, I would love to hear thoughts on this. =]

Edit: Also, you can go to a fanart of mine, I've explained it there too, though it is pretty much the same thing as here. The link is : http://fanart.theotaku.com/view.php?action=retrieve&id=191656 . Thank you.
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Sunday, May 6, 2007

Link VS Sora: Who Would Win?
The legendary question. Who would win in a fight between Sora and Link. Aha, I'm bored! =]


Get your own Poll!



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Monday, April 2, 2007

IMPORTANT POST!!
Alright, as you all know I suck a drawing. Well, I did this picture that I truthfully think is amazing for my skill level. Its of a character names Sphinx from a videogame called Sphinx and the Cursed Mummy. Where am I going with this? Well my very talented friends, who either have photoshop, or are very good at colouring freehand, here it is.

I want someone to colour it for me. After I failed to impress the viewers on the Other Video Game (figures. I didn't even get a single review. *sobs*) I thought I'd try on my profile.

So please, if you are interested, then PM me, please! I would give you full credit, and show you the colours. I just really want this done.

Arigato
Nikooru-chan
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Saturday, March 24, 2007

So DAMN frusterated
Its days like today I seriously just feel like giving up. Just crawl under some rock and die like the invisible person I am. Seriously.
My social life is gone all to hell. My ex whom I am still not completely over went to the mall with some bitch who calls him "joshyyy" (I didn't even friggen call him that). Some girl who thinks she's the most amazing thing since sliced bread is going to go out with my crush this weekend. That bitch told me she was going to have to "train him" like he's a fucking dog or something. And my so called friends have been using excuses to ditch me all month, and today is no expection.
Oh, and not to mention I'm a second rate, no talent artist who should just delete her Otaku account so she doesnt spam the site when real artists could take up the space. I'm emotional, and when I'm emotional I draw. But I can't fucking draw because I SUCK! I've been drawing for over 2 years and I know fucking 11 year olds who can draw better then I can.
Also, the dreams I have for my life are completely unrealistic and getting shit upon by my parents, and I've got about 20 stories saved on my computer, all of them unfinished and all of them I have writers block on.
My life is at a total fucking standstill, and today just made me feel even more like shit. I don't even feel like fucking waking up tomorrow. I want to wake up like 3 years from now and seeing if my shitty life will be any better. But, you know.
Truthfully, I doubt any of you really fucking care about some little emo 14 year old who cant keep her emotions in check, but I just need to vent before I fucking explode.
Really, I just want to fucking die right now.
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

   My life if offically over.
Remember a year and a month ago I posted about my boyfriend, and how he changed my life?
Well, he's changed it again, but this time its not for the better.
He dumped me.
I'm so utterly depressed. He was everything to me and loved him so much. No, I STILL love him.
And he just wants to be friends.
He completely screwed me over, ripped my heart out of my chest, covered it in gasoline, threw a match on it, and fed the burnt remains to a stray dog, but in that dogs stomach, my heart still beats for him.
And everyone else thinks I'm pathetic because I cant get over him.
Well, for all of you who care. I'm depressed, in pain, and fucking confused. Life sucks, eh?
Ja ne
Nikooru-chan
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

   Sorry
Hehe, sorry about my last post, I was kinda having a bad day.. I feel kinda stupid now.. Well, thats it. SOrry <=3
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Friday, September 22, 2006

I'M FAT!!
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

   I'm feeling so... blah {-_-}
Alright, so I updated both my Otaku site and my personal site (www.piczo.com/nkm-xo)I'm very happy with both of them. (new pictures on piczo)
But then theres my feelings, which seem to have gone all to hell.
I dunno, its just that my boyfriend went to Alberta for 2 weeks a like the day after school ended, and I was a total wreck. Then he came back, I was VERY happy, but now, I just feel so depressed again, like hes gone again.
I just feel like nothing I do is good enough anymore. My drawing, my singing, my weight and looks. I just feel so shitty. Does anyone know whats wrong with me? <='(
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