myOtaku.com: Nikooru-chan

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1992-11-01
Gender
• Female
Location
• O Canada, Somewhere were the hockey players are always drunk and we live in iglues..>=( Stupid americian stereotypes.
Member Since
• 2005-09-18
Occupation
• A second rate, no talent artist. At least thats how I feel about it,
Real Name
• Miraa Kyasurin Nikooru ((Thats Japanese for Nicole Kathrine Miller)) (( Japenese is backwards remember))

Personal

Achievements
• Magaged to loose those 20 pounds that I wanted. And gained ten of them back -_-;;
Anime Fan Since
• Since I was like 3, when I liked Sailor moon and Pokemon or somthing, but I only recently started likeing it again... in 2004
Favorite Anime
• Fma, InuYasha, Pokemon,FLCL, CCS, Ouran High School Host Club Legend of Zelda, Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind, Spirited Away, and Harry Potter and Avatar: The last airbender. (But those aren't really anime, are they? ^-^;;)
Goals
• To be a great manga artist or voice actor someday!
Hobbies
• Writing InuYasha fanfics, drawing anime, singing
Talents
• I can sing, I think... People say I can draw but I dont believe them.

myOtaku.com: Nikooru-chan

Saturday, March 24, 2007

So DAMN frusterated
Its days like today I seriously just feel like giving up. Just crawl under some rock and die like the invisible person I am. Seriously.
My social life is gone all to hell. My ex whom I am still not completely over went to the mall with some bitch who calls him "joshyyy" (I didn't even friggen call him that). Some girl who thinks she's the most amazing thing since sliced bread is going to go out with my crush this weekend. That bitch told me she was going to have to "train him" like he's a fucking dog or something. And my so called friends have been using excuses to ditch me all month, and today is no expection.
Oh, and not to mention I'm a second rate, no talent artist who should just delete her Otaku account so she doesnt spam the site when real artists could take up the space. I'm emotional, and when I'm emotional I draw. But I can't fucking draw because I SUCK! I've been drawing for over 2 years and I know fucking 11 year olds who can draw better then I can.
Also, the dreams I have for my life are completely unrealistic and getting shit upon by my parents, and I've got about 20 stories saved on my computer, all of them unfinished and all of them I have writers block on.
My life is at a total fucking standstill, and today just made me feel even more like shit. I don't even feel like fucking waking up tomorrow. I want to wake up like 3 years from now and seeing if my shitty life will be any better. But, you know.
Truthfully, I doubt any of you really fucking care about some little emo 14 year old who cant keep her emotions in check, but I just need to vent before I fucking explode.
Really, I just want to fucking die right now.
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