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1986-04-15
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Tennessee
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2004-01-11
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college student / anime club pres / MTAC staff / sentai member
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Nicholas
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Surviving my valedictorian speech, joining the MTSU Anime Club
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1998
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Genshiken, Trigun, Please Teacher!, Yakitate!! Japan, Gurren Lagann, most Gundam I've seen that don't have SEED in the title
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Here's What Happened Monday
Not much. I never did find that program. Oh well. I guess I'll have to look online as usual for screenshots.
Well, I cleaned my room today. Ok, not really. I just moved some stuff around so it would look like it was clean. My parents got real upset when I was cleaning out the grill. I layed some stuff on the hood of a car that we have but haven't used in four years since it has a bad engine. Well, the stuff scratched the hood a little, and my dad freaked out. Ok, I kinda understand about being upset over the scratches, but no need for yelling. He did it anyway. I ended up having to get rid of the grass growing over the driveway. While doing so, my stepmom tried to tell me that society expects stuff from me, like getting a job, and that I need the job for the experience, not the money. Well, the experience, I understand. It's the part about society expecting stuff from me that I hate. I don't care what society expects out of me. I'm getting tired of people ecpecting stuff out of me. I've been living up to those expectations long enough. People have expected me to make good grages. Did that. People expected me to be a good child. Did that. I've done what was asked of me for years. I've done my chores and my school work. I think every valedictorian should get a free year off from doing anything. I'm not my parents. I have siblings, but I didn't grow up with them like my dad and stepmom did. I basically grew up as an only child who has learned to enjoy the peace and tranquility I have gotten. They wonder how I can go through the day doing nothing. It's what I enjoy. I prefer living in the dreamworlds in my head to this one. I often deny it, but there is some truth to when people say that I'm smart. It's annoying. If you succeed in school, people expect you to keep doing so without regard to if you actually want to. People think it's great. It's really a hassle. People think I have all these opportunities that I should be happy to take. No I'm not. No one asked if I wanted these opportunities. I don't want to be rich or powerful. The only "powers" I would want had better come with "super" in front of it, or better yet, "spider." It sucks seeing all these great worlds people have been able to create with their own minds and not be able to interact with them.
Well, I'm stopping the rant here because it went from one thing to something way different. Still, it's what I have to rant about. I have more, but it's nearly 2 in the morning here, so I'll call it a night. Have fun commenting. |
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