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Monday, February 16, 2004
Early Monday Morning
Real early. It's about 2:30 AM here. If I was going to school tomorrow, I would have gone to sleep a little over an hour ago. No, that's not a joke. I usually put off my homework until Sunday, but this weekend, I've put it off until later tonight. I'm a procrastinator. So what?
I hate school. School is the reason for most of all of my problems. It's school that makes me wake up early. It's school that has made me do all this work, which has resulted in good grades and everyone's expectation to go to a good college. Many people are looking forward to college. Not me, and I'm the valedictorian. I hate being the smart one. I've had so much pressure to go to college that I've been frozen up. I haven't been able to pick much of a college. I've applied to four, all in state, and only one of which seems good to me. I want to go out of state, but it's getting too late, and many scholarship deadlines have passed. I can't decide all this. Whoever thought that I could should be punched in the face, preferably by me.
I really hate this. I hardly even have a career goal. Sure writing comics would be great, but I'd need to find an artist that can draw my work, and I'm not even sure how good I am. People say my fanfics are good, but they're just fanfics, and usually the people who say they're good are the only ones who reply. I have no idea what other people think. I just don't have any idea if I have what it takes.
Look at all this. I was starting talking about it being a good day, and all I talk about is just some of my problems. Keep in mind I said "some." I should try to enjoy this day, despite how much the world will be against my enjoyment of time and peace. Time and peace, two things I desperately need and yet two things I'm quickly loosing.
Well, if you're out for Presidents' Day too, enjoy the day. If you go to school, I feel sorry for you. |
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