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Saturday, March 20, 2004
Friday is Over
Well, the Friday of my spring break is over. That means that I'm back to a normal weekend and that I have to go back to school on Monday. NOOOOOOOOO!!! I DON'T WANT TO GO!!! HELP ME!!! (I think you can tell that I don't like school, but who does?)
Well, I haven't done this past week. I've watched my stepbrother, played my GBA-SP, watched TV, drawn a little (which I will scan soon), and even mamaged to sleep from 3AM-4AM to 10AM-12PM. I've gotten online less that I would have liked, but I've still been on a lot. I've done very little, and that's exactly what I wanted. I didn't want to do much. I do way too much during the school week.
Plus, I've been over at my mom's place all spring break, which is much better than at my dad's place. He and my stepmom just won't get off my case about getting a job and picking and getting ready for college. They don't think I'm ready at all. Duh. If I was ready, I wouldn't be freaking out over it. Just because I'm valedictorian doesn't mean I'm ready for college. They just smother me with all this crap. I should move over here to my mom's place. My mom wants that, and I do too. I just can't for some stupid reason. I think it's my conscience, but I wouldn't know why. It's probably fear of having to tell my dad about me moving to my mom's. Plus, it feels like I would be wimping out by moving in with my mom, stepdad, and stepbrother. My mom is much easier on me. She's much more understanding, and she gives me space. Also, we actually get along. That's happening less and less with my dad and me. Plus, at my mom's place, my room is bigger and has a mini-fridge. It's looking better and better.
In less that a month, I'll be 18. Yay [/sarcasm]. I've got to be the only teen in the world not looking foward to his 18th birthday. I don't really want to grow up. I don't think there's anything out there in the world for me. Ever try to think of a future in this world and come up with a blank image. I am. Sometimes (ok, nearly all the times), I think I'm crazy. I can't stop wishing that I could be like my favorite anime/manga/comic book/original characters. I want to live like Kenshin or Inuyasha. I want to have lives like Spider-Man or one of the many original characters I make in my head that I fantizise about being. I hate that. It's fun to think about being like them, but I get depressed because I know I'll never be a swordfighter with god-like speed, a half-demon, a man with spider powers, or anything else other that an average human. The only reason I write and say I want to write is because this is the only way to live my fantasies, and it's still not good enough. Reality really does suck.
Well, I guess that's it for now. I haven't griped much this week. I guess it's because school is starting back up soon. I know it's going to be near-impossible for me to sleep Sunday night. Have I mentioned how much I don't want to go to school? Waking up to my annoying alarm clock at 5:30 AM is giving me goosebumps.
EDIT: New Guru Quiz
theOtaku.com: What Flame of Recca Character Are You?
I've never seen this anime, so I'll take the quiz's word for it. |
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